Got stains on my shirt

i'm new! i'm new! so be gentle peeps! hehe! just teasing! anyhoo.. waaaaaaaaaaah!!!! i'm soooooo addicted to this stuff!
i have become a slave of the evil powers of friendster and tabulas! like the 9 kings whose desire for the one ring made them ring-wraiths and slaves to the evil powers of Sauron. EEEEEK!

my bad my bad!!!! ü

ooooh! today's the battle of admu vs dlsu... of course, animo la salle! ü
woooohooooo! one big fart ateneo! ü *wink*

demmet!!!!!! i just learned ateneo won over DLSU!!!!!! shit man! wha'ts happening to my La Salle?! huhuhu! and the thing that really pisses me off is that the score was 98-89! i mean! come on!!! what the f*ck is that!?!!!!! i'm so0o0o0o0o disappointed! i mean, the coach shouldn't put the team at risk for letting his *new players* play.. okay fine.. they need the experience but come on now.. put them in one by one!!! sheesh!!!!! ruins my day!!!! arghhhh!

well, what can i say!? shit happens! and what a big shit that was!

*whew* what do you know?! i'll go to san fo later and just chill at the golden gate park! hahaha! i'll take pictures u guys! ü so no worries! eeek! as if they'll worry! my bad my bad! aytie!!! see ya! ill wrap this up later when i get back! for sure i'll have loads to tell!

see ya!

WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY ME LORD?????!

so where was i??? ooh yea..so i went to san fo ryt?? i didn't eat breakfast and we got there at 1pm already.. dang! talk about bummeration(???) so i was there at my grandma's house.. making a bum of myself while watching tv and absolutely doing nothing..as usual..! and my aunt who promised us to be there on time came for like 3 hours later! very unc0ol!!!!! to think she was the one who was supossed to bring us the the golden gate park! ayayay!!! we still pushed thru with it and the museum that was located at the park was about to close!! in 4 mins!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! but it was okay.. i guess?!

did i mention that there were a lot of people at the park dancing?! hehe! it was kinda exciting for me.. coz i`m actually witnessing a "party at the park"! the weird thing is that it was in the middle of the after0on, there was nothing really to celebrate about.. i mean! come on! it is a park!!! and they turned it into a night club! hahaha! hmmm ooh! think of BASEMENT in EASTWOOD.. only it's in a park.. the sun is still wayyy up! so.. isn't that weird?! but i've got to admit! it was awesome to be there! hahaha!

and boys, i have a treat for u guys! hehe! girls there were walking without a bra! haha! i mean, you can really see those nipples sticking out of their spag straps blouses! danggg! but that's already normal.. heeeee! coz to tell u the truth.. it's friggin` hotttttttttttttttttttttttttt!! demmit!! to think that was already san fo!! and san fo is known for fogs ryt?! so! there u go!

this long so better cut this! here are just some of the pix of the "party at the park". ü

i'm soooooooo wired!!! i can't believe it's monday again tomorrow!!! argh!!!! school again!!!!! dang!! i'm getting tired of this crap already!!! there's gonna be a big exam on wednesday for my nutrition class! plus!!! i don't even get the lesson! ok fine.. i KINDA get it.. but u know what's happenin?! it's just passing my ears!! not getting into my COCONUT NUT!! demmet!!!!! so i dont know what to do!! dont know what to say!!(my heart is falling in tears..EEK!) and and! she's(our teacher) giving us tons and tons of "IM IN HELL" homeworks!!! ayayay!!! well there goes my college life!!! being boyless!! dumb! and fuck it!! getting fat!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaah!! i want my old life! huhuhu!

well, today.. friggin tired!! my mom and i went to the mall..bought a bag at old navy and a thingie for my rear view mirror! hehe! grocery.. for fo0d.. thrift store..at k mart, i bought new seatcovers for my car!! eeeeeeeee! lol! s0o0o co0l!

all i know is i can't wait to go to the gym again! and my p.e class!! which is kickboxing! 3x a week!!! hecka fun coz i have a classm8 hu looks just like jay hernandez!!! the guy in the movie cray/beautiful! and! get this! they have the same last name!!!! so im thinkin! what if they're related ryt?! waaaaaaah! and ooh! i forgot! there's this guy to0 at my nutrition class who's just hella foineeeeee!!! he's puti. hehe! ü so0!

*;c* screw this!! i spent the whole day making this webbie!! well not exactly the whole day coz ive got school but the whole afternoon! and it never satisfied me! well, at least i tried???

shit! i'm already friggin` tired of my life! i mean.. i go to school.. i try to be a studious student, i am a respectful daughter.. i try to be. the course i'm taking now is not my first love. i'm away to all my loved ones. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST NEED TO SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!! huhuhu! i mean come on! i'm not sure if that's all i want to do all my life..! i need something exciting! something adveturous! *sigh* but i guess it won't happen.. or who knows?! anything's possible right? i'm just fed up with waiting and waiting and waiting!

i dunno.. i guess what i'm trying to say is.. i miss my life in manila. i have everything i ever wanted when i was there.. at least everything! sometimes i blame my parents for letting me come here! of course only in my mind. THEY ruined my chance to go to my 2nd dream school for college!!! UAP! (DLSU's my 1st!) huhuhu! plus! i'm going to take up the course that i really want! political science! haaaaaaaay! instead, they brought me here..! in a friggin` community college..taking up nursing..! argh!!! well. bear with me! i just need to let this out!!! but come to the bright side. i should.. ooh wait! i must be grateful and thankful! it's just hard for me to deal with it right now..

ok, so i missed writing in here last nyt.. gimme a break! i was studying for my nutrition exam that was supposed to be today! but the thing is.. my teacher was stuck in traffic! HAHA! so, it was cancelled..i feel wierd coz i'm kinda disappointed coz i just want this to get over with but still happy that it was cancelled! u know what i'm saying?!

so anyway, my nutrition class starts at 9am and ends at 10am ryt? and my next class doesn't start until 1pm! so what am i suppose to do?! duh! what else?! i drove home and *VIOLA* home sweet home! ü

u need to think about it?! i'll get back to u later!

as i was saying! i've been here all day.. still bumming around.. UNTIL UNTIL UNTIL!!!! i forgot that i have to study for my english class for an upcoming quiz tomorrow! haaayyyyy! i dunno?! am really getting tired of my life! don't get me wrong Lord pls!!! forgive me!

i've been friendster-ing(?), tabulas-ing(?) and BUMMING AROUND!!! lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala! ü

spear me! spear me! spear me! spear me!

the only thing that got me is that "mah homie" *kiligs* messeged me! but just for a while.. he immediately gave me a kiss! aaaah! *kiligs-kiligs* so i had life again! hehehe! it's just for a while though. he said i shud study. so0. there!

my dad my dad! i miss m dad! he's back there in manila coz of work. it's his bday today! haaaaayY *kisses to my dada*

ok so friendster is really freakin me out!!!!!!!!! i just made friends with this boy using the school's pc and to my shock! he goes to the same college as i do! i mean, we message each other right? and to my disbelief.. we reply like immediately! in no time! like "ZAP!!!!!" so i was thinking! wat if that boy was in the same r0om as i am now!!!!!!!!!!! im still in school.. still using the same computer it just clicked to me moments ago!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! im getting scared!!!!!! shit!!! i din't expect for a response quite immediately!!!!!

u guys know how it is in manila ryt?!!!!! but here in the us! fuck shit man!!! killing me!!! it's just killing me!!!!!

it hurts it hurts soooo much!!! my back hurts like hell!!! dangg! i think kitkat threw hers to me!!! demmet!!! fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! i need alil back rubbin and a lil salonpas!! huhuhuhuhu! help help help! waaaah!!!!! fuck it! hurts like hell trust me!!!

jnj cheering competition is today! animo mc?! hahahaha! weirdo! i hope we win! i hope our batch passed on our "pagka" champs lsat yr! argh! fuck this back!

great!!! just great!!! i hate this! it's really really really hot!!!! fuck it! 99 degrees farenheit here in america?! demmet!!! fuck that! that's why i got so pissed and irritated and hot and sleepy!! i was at a party and come on now! i dunno neither one!!! fuck that to0! it was sooo hot! i was wearin black and jeans!!!! demmet!!!! argh!! sorry but really!!! im not being maarte! but if u were in my place!! fo sho! u'll explode in no tym!!!!!!!! argh!!!!

did i mention??? there were 5 people viewing my webcam last last night?!!! there you go! im a professional camera whore! hear me roar! *rawrrrrr*

demmet!!! i hate it!! i don't like this feeling!!! im officially a friendster slave!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! demmet!!! i don't like it!!! i check it every 5 minutes!!! slammin friendster!!! why do you have to be s0o0o astig? ahhahaha! shiet!

im sooooooooooooo kilig!!!!!! i love friendster!!! hahahahhaha! ok im such a backstabber! heck i dont care! i hope this is it!!!!! my mr. right! hahahaha! yea right! i mean come on!! i just saw his ex girlfriend.. and dang!!! im much much prettier that her!!! heheheh! trust me!! i never praised myself before.. until ces told me that and i saw it and there u go!! haha!

another school day i have survived. what can i say? school will always be school! *sigh* g0od thing it wasn't that hot! i'm thrilled that fall is really approaching.. this would be my very first experience of COLD. and i dunno what to react.. i mean. i'm kinda up for it.. but still.. i dunno?!

i'm watching armageddon now on fx.. hmm. u guys know that i'm really a tear-jerker at movies. hehe! so do the math.

argh! why am i so0o0o weird?????????????? i really can't describe what i'm feeling right now.. is it becuase i'm sooo far away from the people i love???? or friendster is just really bugging me about having this sort of competition?! demmet!!!! i don't like the feeling! it really gives you the urge to compete!!! it's go0d in a way.. i guess you have to have some "sport" once in a while but then again.. it kinda lowers your self esteem! you know? like me.. i already have low self esteem and it's beginning to get lower and lower and lower! argh!

help! crying out for help!

ok so i miss writing here last night. spare me..! rawr! i was watching THE BACHELOR! hehehe! cute cute cute! ü hmm what else did i do? i figured that i have to get a break from all those friendster and tabulas and irc and ym and msn thing! rawr! i miss my life!

lulu just informed me that "WE" won against admu!! woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! imma celebrate!!!!!! yeaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! üüü it's about time!!!!!! danggg!!!
i'm alive again! heeeeeeeeeeeeeee! WE as in DLSU!!! animo! hail hail! hehe!

ok so i have no class today.. which is go0d `coz i need a `lil rest. heee! and tomorrow, sch0ol starts again.. imma meet my friend! ü

plus, this other friend of mine is such a f*cking user! when i told him that i can never ride him home.. he's not talking to me anymore! fuck that! what a user!!!!!! he should go to hell! i mean! so that's just it?? he only made me his friend just for a ride?!! argh!! pisses me off! but it's okay.. i'll be alright! I DON'T NEED HIM ANYWAY! i don't want to do anything with him! i know this because we passed by each other at the hallway several times! so?!! tss!

i should calm down! i don't care! ü fucking gay jerk bastard!

ok, so todays was kinda busy. i mean.. i washed the two cars! argh! coz it's hecka dirty!!!!! plus my friend called me to ask if i want to go to their study group at her house.. and im like "oh.. we're going somewhere.." but the thing is.. i dont want to study in a thursday! come on!! gimme a break dude! hehe!

then, i bought 2 engine oils for my car, let my mom practice her car for her actual driving test tomorrow! God, i hope she passes this time! it's her third time already.. me? i only took it one time! hehe! pretty gro0vy huh?

around 6:30pm, my mom and i drove to Travis Air Force Base to meet with our friend so that we could follow her on the way to the venue of the Bible Study. so, it's really been a looooooooooooooooong time since we've been into one.. so, we're kinda excited.. or at least my mom was. me? i'm really shy about it. hehehe! but at the end, it was hecka go0d!!!! oh my gosh!!! i'm really thankful for it! i mean, not only we gained new friends but also we learned something "heart nourishing" from God! from the Word! wooohooo!!! i'm really proud to be one of His kids.. yea yea yea! ü I really love Him! and you guys should to0!!! i mean, really! people are just to0 busy to listen and have at least time for Him every single day.. i mean, a minute will do.. and He's happy!! You guys want Jesus to be happy right???

Ok, am i getting somewhere with you guys? hehe! ok, so i hafta go now coz im really sleepy!! danggggggg! school again tomorrow!!! ayt?! asta asta!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!

i love this day!!!!! ü i mean, there are really *kilig* moments!!!!!!!!!!!

*ahem-ahem* waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!! i`m to0 kilig

to type here right now! hahaha! ü

what the hell is happening to me??????? i'm really a FRIENDSTER-TABULAS-MYSPACE wraith!! waaaaaah! They're like the Lord Sauron and i'm under his evil powers.. my desire is the one ring to rule the earth! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! somebody spare me! i need Frodo!!!! better yet, LEGOLAS!!! mah hero!!! =p

ok so i miss writing again here last night! demmet! my grandma stayed for the night.. so do the math.. right right right? eeeeeek!

today's my aunt's birthday.. so we'll go out and celebrate. ü c0ol bebe c0ol! weee!

i watched The Two Towers on DVD. dang! it t0ok my time! but it's okay.. i started at around 6:30pm and i just finished! dang! 4 hours???? and get this! there are still some parts that i haven't seen. so really, it will take you the whole day to watch the dvd of the movie.

hehe! that's it! imma go now! see ya! love lots!

today's the last battle between la salle and ateneo! damn!! animo la salle!!!! i really really really want la salle to win! ateneo doesn't deserve to win! hehe! ü clearly, im a la sallian fan, others will think otherwise. DUH!

well what happened to me today? nothing exactly! monday blues! again! i hate tuesdays! argh! i hate my body! i hate everything!!!

fucking fat ass!!!!!! argh!!!!! and that's me!!!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaah!!! i used to like my built.. i mean.. im normal! demmet! now, im just completely out of this world!! im in mars!!! weird!!!! argh!!!!! haaaaay!