Got stains on my shirt

i saw *ahem* today!!!!!! he's hottah than evahhhhhhh!!!!!!

hint: my crush. hehehe! mwahz to him! mwahmwahmwah

im craving for jo.

kinikilig ako! shet! bakt?! kasi ung ym ni *john* f*cked up, tapos wla shang narereceive na mga messages ko. eh ako naman snd ng send.. kewnto ng kwento! until, nagtype sha ng "crying face" and "sad face" kasi nde ko sha pinapansin! shet! sorry! ang babaw ko! pro kinilig na ko dun! ahhahahaha

and then, we had our chem lab exam. it was fine. i didnt do good and i didn't do bad either. so i really dunno?!

chem:
next tuesday.. exam about ch14 -15
next next tuesday.. final exam
plus worksheets

english:
english paper due on thursday

pe:
our presentation on friday

MY WEEK IS BAD ASS biotch!!!!!!!!

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!! I CANT STILL REGISTER!!!!!!!!!! SHET!! COZ I STILL HAVE A STUDENT DEBT!!! I OREDY PAID IT YESTERDAY.. BUT THEN THEIR SERVICE IS SOOOOOOO SLOW!! FUCKED UP!!!

BAKA AKO MAUBUSAN NG CLASSES!!! SHET!!!!

LORD PLEASE!!!

agz2185: y hide such a beautiful face

well, last night, i was really sleept and sloppy. i apologize to my sis and bro in christ coz we ate out for dinner and i was just not totally feeling the moment. so i was ther. just sitting. listening as their conversation was goin on. i was really sleepy! coz the night before that, i slept at 10pm and woke up at 1am! ever since, i can't sleep! im soo pissed!

and my mom and i got into a fight about it coz im just being a bitch all the time.

but today.. this morning, i said sorry. and cried. =c i know it's my fault and i said sorry to the Lord above and of course to my mom. it turned out pretty well! praise God!

btw, earlier that day, we have this pe project.. my partner and i will lead the class into our self choreographed step and kickboxing moves. i started to lead them and it turned out pretty well. but when i gave the mic to my partner! dang it! she just totally lost it!!! argh!! pisses me off! i mean, not totally but hey!!!! it just pissed me off quite some time and i forgave her.

ok, the next morning. which is today. lindsey and i planned to meet up to study for our chem exam this coming tuesday. and the next tuesday we'll have our FINAL.
so i dunno what im gonna do?!!! im really losing my mind.

ok, she called me before i left my house and she told me that she and her husband have this guy friend and u know.. all that hooking up stuff! hahahaha! i dont want to be a hypocrite and say that im not interested and all that. im just a girl. so there. the couple is trying to hook us up! hahahahaha! i dunno.

my cousin went over but my mom got them occupied and sorry to them coz i can't be with her. my aunt want to have a job inside the base and my mom will accompany her coz she has the one who's got a job inside. so. it works for me too coz lindsey lives inside the base. her hubby is the air force.. so. it's good. so my mom followed my car on the way to the place where she can get some job applications. and i called lindsey to tell her that i could just meet her in the gym.

so there it was. we met up and went to her house to study. minutes later, her hubby called her and just cheking on stuff! he was asking some things about me coz he said his friend was interested! who's name is jared. and lindsey was just like "whatever jeff![her hubby's name]" lindsey told him "whatever jeff! i already told jeff[their friend that i was telling u about earlier] about her" and i was just there! laughing my ass off! HAR HAR HAR! so anyway.. i said "ok lindsey! let's start! let's get the boys out of the way!" HAHAHA! and really! im surprised at myself that i said that! hahahahahaha! sure.

during our study trip, kiwi called. im soo sad that i can't talk to him for long and in tagalog coz i'm with lindsey and if i speak to him in our lnaguage.. that would be kinda rude right? haha! here's the funny thing. i let them talk for a bit. hahahaha! and lindsey was soo fond of him! hahaha! she said that he sounded cute and she really likes his name "KIWI" hehehe! the fruit! hehehe!

so anyway, we went to BX to eat lunch and after that we went home again and this time i drove coz i wanna know if i can still drive a stick coz her car is one. turns out. i cant still drive a stick. nyahaha! wee.

ok, when we got back. we immediately started to study again and lindsey just blurted out "i wanna do ur make up sarah" and im like "ok! let's go!" hahaha! so there! we stopped for a while and she made me out! hahaha! not my very best make up. but i really like it!
thanks to lindsey!

ok when her hubby came home.. he didn't even said hi to me. hmm. at first i was in a weird situation coz hello!!!!!!!!! but lindsey told me that he's just sick and he feels weird. im like ok. i understand. but seriously. he could have just said hi at first and the rest.. i dont care anymore! argh! i dunno. so.. i felt really "unwelcomed" by him.. but it's okay. i know that when u feel sick.. u just dont want to deal with people right now. gosh. so.. i presented that i will go home already. so i did.

home sweet home.

and now, i was home. chatted with john again and johann! eeeeeee!!! and princess and ton. and lianne!

john told me that he also bought an mp3 player!! waaah! we're soo cool! hehe! only his is very futuristic! im jealous! hmpf!!

johann is the sweetest thing! *sigh*

GEEZ!!! EVERYONE IS SAYING THAT I'VE CHANGED! BUT THANK GAWD THAT IT'S ONLY IN THE OUTSIDE. mwahz!

so. got up early. went to church. heard the good news.
went to the mall. bought some stuff. went home. ate lunch at 2:15pm. writing in this tabulas at 5:20pm. what more can u say? my life is duLL. =/

*looks below*

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWW!!!!!! i look like a hooker when i have a make-up on!!! grrr! i won't wear make up nemor..! grr!

ANG SAKIT!!! MY GATH!!!

kasi ganto un. ung friend ko.. wla lng.. chat chat kme tapos ung friend nya.. si *jo* tapos ito sabi nya. eh u guys know nman how l really liek jo!!!grr! as in crush ko ung tao!! haha! ito ito! wait

pr_loo: sus!!!!! hnd yan parang ksali nga kmi ni marc dating game e miriam
pr_loo: wahaha
princesssssss_7: ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
princesssssss_7: seryoso???????????????????????????????????????????/
princesssssss_7: wait wait!!
princesssssss_7: kwetno!!1
princesssssss_7: saan?!!!
princesssssss_7: anugn dating game?!
pr_loo: hnd ku lam e pero college yun a parang inorganise ng mga tga miriam hnd ku ksi lam details e dbale let you know hehe
princesssssss_7: omggggggg
pr_loo: parang ayw ku nga e
princesssssss_7: exciting!!!!!!!!
princesssssss_7: ganon?!! bkt?!!!!
princesssssss_7: masaya un looo!!!
princesssssss_7:
princesssssss_7: c jo kasama?
pr_loo: hnd haha
pr_loo: kmi lng marc
princesssssss_7: HAHA
princesssssss_7: bkt nde?
pr_loo: ksi ex nya nag organize weheheh
pr_loo: sssssssssssssshhhhhhhh
princesssssss_7: omg

gets?!!!! so i mean.. wla lng! bsta! masakit lng. ex pla nya tiga miriam.. pro college. tapos meron pa atang iba. waaaah! ok lng.! argh! ewan!!! grrr!

so. i got the paris hilton sex scandal tape. hahahaha! i never have the guts to open it tho. my friend says it really is too excrutiating!! waaah!

ok. so i missed writing here yesterday. grr. that's foine. i met up with john last monday inside the library. we chatted and stuff! i played with his mp3 player! grr!! it's bad ass!! his was a lot better than mine! smaller, the memory's inside.. while me? i have a disc thingie. not to mention! better.. ooh! wait! much COOL looking than mine! *sigh* did i mention i'm an impulse buyer???? son of a %#$!! and i thought sony is good thing. LESSON LEARNED: dont let the name brand fool you! *HINT: "sugar sugar how u get so fly?!"*

the next day, which is today. hihihi! i have a chem exam..! it was fucked man! dot get me wrong but.. i'm never ready for an exam! even though i studied. so i got my english paper back! demmet!!!! i only passed u guys!! i was really hoping to "not just pass but get a good grade" demmet!!!! 78 over 100?!!!! give me a break!!!! by far the lowest score i've ever gotten! ooh! please dont' include chem coz it's already my human nature to get low grades at my sciences!
but when our teacher gave us our class standing.. i was kinda relieved coz i have an A. wee.

ok, so i chatted with johann *HINT: fly boy ¤heaven-sent¤* and of course the usual. eeeeeeeeeee! gives me butterflies in my stomach. hehe! hahaha! funny thing is.. he let me do his paper. haha! i found it sweet and sexy when he asked for my help coz that means he trusts me! eeeeeeh! i just wish with all his heart. NAKS! ok! moving on! scrap all those boys.

let's get back to sch. college. hmm. what can i say? im a kolehiyala! i need to survive. so. i helped john with what courses he's going to take. i like helping people. Ü makes me feel good about myself and the world.

ok, so im chicken! johann sent me the paris hilton sex tape like last week and i haven't touched it since! im soooo scared to look at it. *my virgin eyes* hihihi! seriously. john wants me to burn him a copy, and i'm like. RITE. haha! i dunno.?!

simple life is on tonight. i told aga to watch it! hehehe!

omg! average joe was sooooooooooooooooo fun!!!!! i like jason. hehe! although adam is a sweetheart. i think malena just really followed her heart. regardless of the looks and everything. i cant wait for the next season! i think the girl's gonna be ms america... somthing year. hehe! i dunno. if malena didn't pick jason, i'm pretty sure i would get jason coz he ;ives here in calf! specifically in irvine. which i dunno where it is.. but i've seen signs and heard of it. so. plus he's also a collge student. hihi

our finals are already next week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and im acting like nothing's going to happen to me!!!! except for the fact that 'm about to get screwed for it this coming days. waaaaah!

my bro got his digicam. haha! not to be arrogant or boastful or anything.. but mine's better! hahaha! JK. of course, im just being childish. eek!

ayt man!

ok, so i took a quiz if i need a boyfriend.. HMM. care of noelle's page. hehehe!


here's the result~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~





No! Isn't that awesome? Yay you! You've won the quiz and will be just fine as your tough woman self.

im soo sleepy then again it's only quarter to nine. what's happening?!
im soo pressureD! finals is next week!

ok, so i went to lindsey's again to study for our final exam in chem. it's such a relief that we're done but then.. it's also a pain in the butt going through the process. but really.. now that we're done, i can breathe again. waah.

OMG!!!!! i just learned that andrew firestone [the bachelor] and jen shefft broke up!!! as in! called it quits! demmet!!! they are my favorite couple from the bachelor. rawr!!! grr....!!! i dunno! i like andrew!!!!

here's the thing, people mag said that BILSON and BRODY were seen snuggling up with each other in LA. argh!!! ISEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu!

I AM SOOO FAT! fat ass!!!!

i almost died twice today.

i was driving. AND IT'S ALL MY FAULT. they all have the right of way.

morning-- an suv almost hit me. gave me a fuck u sign.

afternnon-- car. making me pissed and stopped in front of me.

I WAS HELLA SCARED. it made me think about my driving life.

FINALS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

winter break here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

today, i bought my mom the xmas gift that she would never expect!!! for the past weeks, she's been looking at his wedding band.. u know.. just to renew and make it *bling-bling* even more. haha! but then, she always ends up not buying it coz the store won't accept her social security number. anyhoo, today, i bought the same ring for her! and now, im bankcrupt!!!!!!!!!! rawr! or whatever u spell it! hehe!

what a day! ok, so i went back to the mall, hmm bought another girft for mah mom. im such a sweet thang. haha! RITE.

and, i got my hair trimmed! PLUS! I HAVE BANGS! weeeeee!!!! looks good in fairness. for someone who has bangs for the very 1st time.
RAWR.

wow!!! my mom and i wento to vacaville today, and we went to the GAP OUTLET! shit man!!!!!!! all of the staff men are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo GWAPOZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!! my gawd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hulog na hulog and panty ko! hahahaha!* anyhoo. we bought some stuff that cost us $170 all in all.. thats foine.. we used a gift card! yehess.

i bought a coat. it's hella co0l! and 5 thongs from victoria's secret!

oh well! cest la vie!

shit. i've been shopping too much that i feel soo guilty for buying so much stuff for myself. demmet! i hate this feeling. im soo sel-pish! rawr. beware.

but the thing is, we bought my 3 bros their requested shoes. and and and! we bought them the san francisco 49ers cheerleaders calendar. plus! it was signed by the cheerleaders! LOL! pretty co0l huh?! haha! ok. well. lemme see if i can get the pix up. mwahz!

u guys! check out http://www.myvirtualmodel.com it's co0l! hehe! i made one! hehe! i named her paris, over paris hilton. hehe! u guys know that i like her. hehe! im still thinking if i want her to be my idol. haha!

KITKAT, THANKS FOR THE WONDERFUL LAYOUT!
U ROCK!!!!!!!!!! THE MASTAH! MWAH!

ok. so i dint expect to get any gifts. coz my father side's family told us that only ages 17 and below are gonna be given gifts for xmas. so i was already prepared. ooh! i slept at my cousin's [mom's side] at hercules. then the next morning, we went to benicia for my dad's side of the family.. it was hecka fun! everyone was teasing me j.Lo coz of my new do! and they all loved it! they said it suits me very well. im kinda flattered. rawr. hehe! ok. so i got tons of gifts! i wont list them down here.. to tell u the truth.. argh! whatever! ok! here they are.

1. KINDA palm pilot from tita aurora
2. personalized bath robe from ate weenie [dad's side]
3. leather jacket from ate weenie [mom's side]
4. basket with a treat from tita lilha
5. victoria secret gift card from tita marilou [my personal fave]
6. a journal and a bag from ate mina's fam
7. old navy denim jacket from kuya ariel and ate eileen
8. personal check from tita agnes
9. PJ's and a blanket from tita roxanne
10. sweater from tita baby
11. winter slippers from ate finina
12. nine west bag from ate gina
13. a carricature from justin
14. name frame from tita ludy and fam [one of my faves]
15. a thingie for my hair [from thje secret santa thing]
16. errrrrrrrrrr. my mom counted 16 but i dont know what it is! my bad. sorry

ok so we played secret santa thing. it was sooo hilarious! can't wait till next year! hihihi!

ok so after that.. we're off to vallejo for our 2nd cousins. err. not that fun but enjoyable. eh?

err here are juist some of the pix.

ok. so i went to wal mart with my mom. just went shopping. i bought 2 dvds. one is center stage and the other is now and then. hmm. im still thinking about some stuff about the latter dvd. *hint: kitkat*

err. what else. im bored. demmet!

omg. i really hate today's weather!

well ok, so i was off to the base ryt? and i told my friend that il just meet her at the visitors center. so she drove her car there outside the base and then i asked her to just hop in mine, so she parked inside but then on the trip.. she was already worried because she doesnt want to get a ticket for parking there
and then i keep on telling her that she's not going to get a ticket
then she asked me if im sure then i told her yea coz i parked there like the whole night b4 then she asked all the details... like what time
and all that and i was getting moody about it now damn
but of course i dint let it show.. im still myself. anyway
so she said that she's hungry so ok we went to mimi's
and she's still worried about it but yet kinda calm
so i told her ok after we eat, we're gonna get ur car. u know? just to stop her from bein worried. that's number one
number 2 was that my car, the weather was really bad
i mean windy + winter + rain = FUCK IT! and u know?
my mirrors keep on fogging up now when we turned on the heater
stupid heater wont work!!! i mean it does but the air that's coming out of it is not hot! so 3rd was that i ran over something really metal
so i was really scared that my ryt tire would go flat but luckily it didnt.
4th was that the weather we finally used her car then the weather just killed us! my gawd! u know me. i hate bringing umbrellas when going to the mall or shopping! what a pain in the butt! then minutes later my mom's co worker called me on my cell, i was what the hell?! and that's like only 4pm. she told me that i have to pick my mom NOW. i sed OK OK OK OK OK but inside i was cursing her to death.
i was fucking inside. i mean come on! we just got to the mall.
and now she's telling me i have to leave? the hell with that
ok so i told lindsey that ok let's go to hollister and then lets go
so i was really pissed oredy. so we went to hollister she got a new shirt, i dint get any! that's terrible coz i was soo busy worrying!
the hell! so ok after that we drove back to the base good thing lindsey was there coz she's keeping me calm plus im already feeling guilty about it coz i told her on such short notice then this whole thing happened! then 5th my driving suck! aaaaaaaaa!
ok so i was already really worried finally i was at my mom's work place i was really hurrying coz u know what if something happened! coz the co worker told me that they will be closing like early and my mom dint have an umbrella coz she gave it to me coz my umbrella was missing so anyway my mom's umbrella like flew inside-out like a couple of times and i keep on getting back inside the car
coz i have to fix it ok so finally i was inside the center
and u know what?!!! turns out my mom just wants me to be there early!!!! the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was soooooooooooo mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!? the hell! she just wants me there early coz of the weather what the hell! hey i have a life ok! fuck that!
so i have to wait like 15 mins! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! my day was really trippin! then on the way home! traffic killed me! plus the fogging up! ok that's pretty much it. hehe! sorry!

oh my Lord!! He is soo good!

i went to the gym in the morning. not knowing that i left my cellphone in the locker room.

i only noticed it NOW! and that's like quarter to 6pm already. so i called my cellphone and a girl answered. turns out, IT WAS MY FONE!!! oh my gosh!!!! thank God that she is soo honest! she works in the gym. im soo thankful! my God. i would never forget that experience. i mean, i was soo ready to let the service be cut off tomorrow. but what do u know?! don't lose HOPE! seriously. so here, i got my fone back. my gosh! im still overwhelmed!