Got stains on my shirt

so this is christmas and new year here in america. man, i ought to learn how to live simply withouht parties. i welcomed the new year by sleeping! the hell with that. im not used to it. damn. i miss my old life. but hey, what do they say? this is 2004 oredy! gotta move on! i ought to not live in the past! past is past!

i bought the uggs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yea baby!!! hahahaha! im c0ol now! LOL! mwahmwhmhwa! i lurvvvvvv it!

dude, ito ang uso sa calif. kya bear with me ok?! they're originally from austrialia. hey! they cost like $100+ and above. man, i got mine at $26 coz it's fake! hahahaha! but hey! it works for me dude! mwahmwahmwah!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

i miss..
.johann
..john
...tin
....princess
.....joanne
......sam
.......peanut
........sixers
..........my new found friends
...........my cousin cams
............my paris hilton-ish life in manila

i missed one thing!

i miss...
.....................................................KITKAT! seriously! yay!

and remember when i was getting soo scared because i havent gotten my period for the past month? damn.

THANK GOD I HAVE THEM NOW! yay! it's my first day! weird to be enjoying having the . again but hey!!!! if u went thru with that looooong time of not having it.. boy, u'll die in fear. but not anymore!!! yay!

ugh! who cares.

morning:
gym time:

my parking spot was stollen from me! what a jerk! i think because i'm a girl and he's a guy and i'm only driving an old car and he's driving an escalade. the hell. grr.
my workout was not that great. at first, my treadmill stopped for no reason! what the heck was that! i got soo pissed coz it's really hard to wait on a treadmill that is free! so i just got on the other cardio thingie. then after an hour.. i got on the treadmill. yay! there was this cute guy in the gym! hehe!


afternoon:

did really nothing. just watched the dvd of center stage. damn! i wish i could go back to my ballet dancing..!


night:

i guess it's not over yet. or is it? argh i dunno. im gonna play pool now! bye!

seriously!!!!! i wanna know if u guys agree!!! yay!

I WATCHED IT OREDY!!! YAY! with my cousin. THE MOVIE IS SOOOO GOOD! I MEAN, WORDS CAN'T EVEN DESCRIBE HOW GOOD AND AMAZING IT IS!

i will definitely wait for the extended dvd version!!! coming out here in november. grr!!! i have to wait like 10 months..!!! argh! but seriously! it's worth it!

in the movie house, i was really holding my pee in!! good God i pass thru with it! and the holding in was totally worth it! hehehe! not to mention.. i also have my period! so there.! to make things interesting. hmm.

imma watch it again!!!!!!!! i really wont get tired of it!!!!!!! i love it!!!! i hope it wins an oscar! yay! orlando bloom is hot!!!! yay! mwahmwah!

i live for orlando bloom!!!! but he lives for kate bosworth! damn.

last night.. i was waiting for THE TONIGHT SHOW WITH JAY LENO because his guest star was ORLANDO BLOOM. it airs at 11:35pm, i mean what kind of show that airs at 11:35pm? tss! so ok.. i set my tv at nbc oredy at 11:15pm.. i was really rooting for it! but i was really getting sleepy and all and i can tell coz my eyes are really closing. so i said to myself.. ok il just close my eyes for a couple of minutes.

i was soo ready to watch it.. im holding my LOTR legolas pillow.. ready to lean in it.. ok. u guys know what happened?!!!!!!!!? when i actually opened my eyes.. the tv was on.. at NBC. and the time was already 1:00am!!!!!!! and my eyes went wide!!!! i mean seriously!!!

so i cursed myself real bad!!! i went! "FUCK! SHIT! DAMN!!!! &#^*!(#$^!" all the bad words that i can think of! damn it!!!!!! i missed it! shit! so what else am i supposed to do.. i just went back to sleep annoyed and disappointed!!! until i couldn't help it so i went online and searched for the episode at jay leno's website.. turns out.. the webbie has not been updated! DEMMET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wasss soo pissed!

but i saw some images of it.. but still!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want the real-moving one!!! i wanna know what they talked about! damn it!!!

i didn't go to the gym this morning.. coz i was soo depressed. as john would say "it's only tv"-----I AM ONLY TV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rawr.

i asked john what time do guys usually go to the gym.. hehe! [im honest] and he said like 3:30pm

ok so first i went to my bank to deposit some janx. then i arrived at the gym at like 2:30pm.. turns out. john was right! hahaha! and at the latter time.. even better! yay! hahahaha!

i think from now on, i will start going to the gym at that time! coz before.. i go at like 10 and man.. ok there are wuite a few good looking men.. but the time in the afternoon is waaayyy better. yay!

ok. so im done with the princess diaries vol.4 book. i need vol.5
michael mozcovits!!!!!!!!! where are u?!!!!!!!! damn! i need one in my life. ryt.

yay! new band! love it! heard them play from the o.c! yay!
i'm soo happy the simple life and the o.c are back!!! woooooot!

HAHAHAHA! he made one. click CONTENT then click JOHN'S HOT GUYS LIST. hahahha! let's see who has a better list! LOL! i need ur commets! uhh... he needs ur comments. LOL!

i went to the gym today! yay! i never felt soo thin!!!! hahahaha! i sweat a lot!!! woooooooot!

my M-m is such a b*tch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so. i bought the extended dvd version of lotr2. eventhough i already bought the not extended one. haha! am i spoiled or what?! so sue me.

im having a bad night coz of that b*tch! SHE RUINED IT!!! tss!

i went to fremont to look at my aunt's boyfriend's new house. arrh. what do i care about that? but i still went. so? hehe! i dunno. im not impressed. but it's ok! dude, everywhere i look there are HOT guys driving their hot cars! wo0o0ot! so i guess i like fremont, california. hahaha!

then we went to target.. jsut bought some new earphones and mini discs for my mp3.

then i went to the gym! wo0o0o0o0o! [am i a health freak or what?] i like the gym during saturdays at 5pm coz ure the only one! i mean.. SOLONG-SOLO MO UNG GYM! haha! i just worked out for an hour and a half.. coz i still have a party to go to.

the party-----it was fun! not that big! but it was fun! we played games! haha! *wink*

im scared... my mom told me that she's been letting out some drops of blood when she's not supposed to coz she's already menopaused! omg! im scared. shje reminded me that my grandma [her mom] died with cancer of the cervix. i was just stunned! it's like hitting me with thousands of knives. LORD please! i can't lose her.
i leave it up to u Lord. we had a serious talk about it.. during the talk. i was just plain quiet.. fixed my eye sight to this corner. i was just sooo scared. i dunno how and what to react.

i dunno what i did yesterday. hehehe! oh it's sunday! wo0o0t! i went to vacaville! ohh! 1st thing, we went to mass! 10:30am service! wow! the word is really powerful!!!!!! i thank God for healing my mom! and of course my tabulas friends!!! u guys rock! mwahz! such true creatures!

today. umm. i went to sch with my friend to buy this sem's books.. it was foine. hers costs $300+ and those are only 2 subjects! im like! CRAP!!!!! mine.. i bought books for 2 subjects and it's only $101.60.. we're both on the same major.. but she's kinda on her junior year.. so she's getting advance classes.. so umm i kinda joked to her "so u wanna change our majors now?" LOL! it's not that funny but hey! grr!

ok well. 9 days til i go back to sch! shiyat!

what a day! first things first. my mom and i dropped my car off at an autoshop to get the heater fixed. so that's foine. after taht i dropped her off at her work inside the base. lol! it was soo funny! coz.. the military guy that was assigned for the check in/out of the cars was like "where have u been all my life? i kept looking for u!" hahahaha! and im like "rightttttttttttt!" [he's not my type! he's kinda old! for crying out loud!] my mom was just teasing me!!! haha! the heck! anyway moving on.. after i dropped her.. i went straight to the gym.. i was there for 3 hours! hahahaha! beat that babe!

anyway.. i just saw some pix of orlando bloom and kate bosworth! damn! they're really together!!!! argh!!! now i know what orli sees in her.
----she has 2 different eye colors.. like the right one is green and the left one is blue.. im not kidding! it only happens like in 1 in every 8 miliion
----she goes to princeton!
----she's a surfer girl
----she's beautiful

argh! enuf of this! so0n! i will find an orlando bloom in my life! yay! haha!

but john said this when he saw kate bosworth's pix:
john inzalaco: sarah
john inzalaco: this girl is ugly
john inzalaco: i dont know what he sees in her

haha! that kinda cheered me up!

woooooF! tonight is the simple life reunion! love that show! LOL!

i feel sooooo sick! damn! i wanna vomit! damn! my stomach hurts!

aaaack!

I WANNA HAVE A BF ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
as in ung legal na!!!!!!!! peste!!!!! im growing old na rin noh!!!! i need someone to take care of me! HAHAHAHAHA!

i wanna experience those sweet-sexy-lil-cutietums rin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna hug the love of my life!
i wanna kiss him to0!
i wanna hold his hands and never let go!
i wanna
i wanna
i wanna
i wanna
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wish all my fat went to my mammary glands. =/
i know it sounds stupid but hey! i have a point!

ok so.. i'm finally gonna dispose my 1994 toyota tercel to a 1993 ford taurus GL. well yea ok.. it's older by one year.. but the parts and the engine... omg! they're new!!!! and it runs soo smooth!!! i fell in love with it! hehe

im soo sad. i just learned that the guy that i LIKED oredy have a gf. argh whatever. it's a looong story.

so much drama last night. kitkat got mad at both john and i. KITKAT,
we're soooo sorry. we're just playin. hoe u forgive us.. lalo na ko. =/ luv ya!

today. i got a new car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wo0o0o0o0o0ot!!!!! a new second hand car. hehehehe! i still like it! w0o0ot!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!! dude, pray for me....!!
im really really nrevous. wek!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wish all my tabulas friends are going to the same sch with me! grr.

what can i say? my english class is fine. i kinda like the teacher.. she's an old lady.. but she's fun..

went to the gym today.
been my mom's driver.
saw my old friends at school. they said i've changed A LOT! lookswise

and that's it. hehe!

B-O-R-I-N-G!!!




ps:
THE OC was hot last night! wo0ot wo0ot! SETH!!! URE MINE! =p
THE BACHELORETTE was ok. meredith is not really my type to be the bachelorette.. there's omething wrong about her... physically speaking.
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

realizations number 1,000,000

January 21st, 2004
02:13 am


the internet is where you can meet a whole lot of new friends... it's also one way of communicating with your friends ... that i'm very thankful because even though Sarah is one thousand miles ... if i could fall into the sky... do you think time would pass us by ... coz u know i'd walk a thousand miles ... if i could just ... see you... away from me ... i still get to talk to her EVERYDAY! ah! =D I LOVE I LOVE :D

I never thought Sarah would be the bestest friend ever. She's practically the weirdest girl i've ever met ... Even though she's the worse friend, i still love her to bits and i can prove that to you Sarah became my friend during 3rd year. She was a bitchy to me back then (i think?) but eventually, we started to like each other (hey, not in a lesbian way okay?) :D hahahahaha.

I'm very happy right now. Sarah completes my day! :D When i talk to her, she never runs out of words to say! Hahahaha. Especially now, i'm loving her more and more each day because she shared her crush to me! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA =D Her to die for crush! I tell you, he is cute! *hulog ulit* AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Sarah, this is for you. LOVE YOU ALWAYSSSSS!!! FRIENDS FOREVERRR TILL I GRADUATE AND GET TO VISIT U! YAY! :D MWAH MWHA! :D don't forget our plans okay?


*parang goodbye message eh noh! hahahaha.





-----------------------------FROM KITKAT------------------------------------------



-----------------------------THAT'S WHAT IT SAYS--------------------------------

i was soo shocked when it happened. it's like laying inside a coffin. that's what it felt.. though i haven't laid on a coffin before.. but now i do. at least i hope so.

4 hours earlier, i was at k-mart with my mom.. trying to buy a jump starter for my car. anyways..i was pushing the cart.. and then.. i know that somebody was behind me.. but i din't really pay attention.. coz.. DUH! it happens right? so it's not a big deal! my mom was.. nowhere to be found.. so when i immediately stopped.. the guy behind me like went over.. and then all of a sudden...

GUY: do u know what time it is?
ME: *showing him my left wrist* no, sorry i dont have a watch
GUY: aww.. thanks anyway *started walking*
ME: *started moving back* AND THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GUY: by the way, you have a nice ass!
ME: uhh.. *no reaction to fake smile*

TANGINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! KADIRI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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wo0ot!!! everyone's there! yay!!!!

break-breakdown....mngklahjtkan breakdown... hehehe!

wo0ot w0o0ot!

uhh. monday blues again tomorrow! grr.

dude, i havent done any of my homeworks!

HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP! am i turning to a lazy-non working-non-answering-homework-student-junkie? well. guess i am!

shiyat! i need to get back at my geekyness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NO NO NO BOYS!!!!!!!! no no no shopping!!!!!!! [sorry can't help it.. it's my therapy] no no no going out!!!!!!!!!! argh!?!

i bought clothes again! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aah heck. imma watch! asta!

ugh. it was tiring and brain draining. hmm. what can u expect! it's school!!!

i like my math teacher! he's awesome! not to mention HOT!!! ruggedly hot! he plays the bass in his band! dude, he's IN A BAND! what more can u ask for? hmm.. lives in sacramento.. which is an hour from here. ehh. just sharing. hehe so im inspired.

john and i went to the bookstore. bought some offly expensive books. again, what do i expect?! i bought some choklit brownie venti from starbucks! and while i was driving.. dude it fell inside my car. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! but it didnt spill.. just let out some eeky cream stuff which was totally fine.

hmm what else. ooh!!! FINALLY! i got my webcam back from john. ohh how i miss it. but surely i will miss him to whenever he's on it. haha! hmm FINALLY [too.] john lent me his IRIVER MP3 PLAYER! YAY!!!!!! im soo excited. the songs inside it are not my type tho. hahaha! but it's ok.. coz the songs inside my mp3 player that he aslo got.. im pretty sure he doesnlt like it to0! hahahaha! he said i can have it for more than one day! oh joy! yay! hehehe!

so, i only got to finish my english hw toight. it was hella long demmet!

pe was c0ol!!!!! yay! dancing!

omg. i left my car keys and house keys inside my car. this happened at school. omg! i was totally panicking! go0d thing i always keep a spare/spear(?) key inside my wallet. u know.. just in case. and when i got to my car.. i was checking if my keys are there.. IT WASNT! so.. im really2 nervous now. so i used my extra key and when i opned it.. i saw that my whole keys are still inside the engine starter thingie.. u know? where u put ur key to start the engine.. uhh whatever. it was there! damn..!!! after that! i soooooooooooooooo thanked and praised the Lord.!!! omg!! i wud never forget that experience!

so it's a thursday. english is my only subject for the day.. it ends at 11am.. but starting next week.. damn! we already have english lab! and the time i chose is 11am-2pm! grr!!!!!!!! ehh.. we need at least 6 hours a week! rawr!!!

hmm so i went home.. went to the gym. went to big lots and food maxx because my mom asked me some stuff to buy. ehh. what else.

I KNOW i know! i'm gone for 2 nyts.. i guess? sowee. hhehehe!

starbucks!!! yay!!! i love starbucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[who doesn't?] dude, im telling u.. when u get to college, starbucks is your best friend for caffeine. he! but john told me that there are reasons why there's sodas! ehhhh! i like starbucks! more appealing! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHHAHHAHAHAH! truthful answer!

i love my pe!!!! specially hiphop! i have 2 pe subjects this sem. one is hiphop dance.. where we dance like u know.. the "IN" thing. other one is beginning modern dance..<---that's what i kinda dont like coz it's more of an interpretive dance/folk dance!! grrrrrr! i hate it!!!! rawr! i only like it coz 2 of my friends are there and there's KINDA a gwapo guy who's in it! hehehehehe! wek!

kitkat is my love. hehehe! hmm what else! i made a friendtest.
try it u guys! http://princesssssss.friendtest.com

ok????? thank God it's friday tom!!! yay!

ohhhh!! friday tom!! math math! i gotta see some cute boys agen! hahahaha! nye!

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YAY!!!!! what more can u ask for? it's the weekend!!!!!!

superbowl here i come!!!! hahaha! yea right! i probably can't coz i have to study for an exam on monday!!!! :-L but it's ok coz my teacher is hot. remember? hehehe. [re: math teacher]

so i went to starbucks agen.. bought the usual. choklit brownie frap! yay! and then met up with john. we were suppose to work at our math hws but the math lab was full! so we just showed each other's cars. hehehehe! then went to the library to go online for a while.
then he had to go. me? i went straight to the math lab! ugh! i forgot! i shud have walked with him to the math bldg!

hmm what else?
the math lab closes at 2pm every fridays.. grr! so i was there.. waiting for jeanette.. she came finally. we did some math stuff! after that.. the math lab closed! so we went to starbucks! and hanged out for a while.. coz our class doesn't start until 3pm! so there.. hehe! i was there again for the second time of the day. the girl who works there noticed me! lol! we're kinda "friends" now. we had a lil chitchat!

omg!
when my math teacher came in!!! OMG!!!!! he was sooo handsome! coz he wore a polo shirt!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! omg omg omg!!!! jeannette and i exchanged looks!!! hahahahha! and we know what that means! LOL! coz for the past week, he was wearing the same old sweater!!!! hahaha! so now!!! omg omg omg! hahaha!

monday. grr. test!!!!! need to study!!!!

STOP THINKING ABOUT:
1. math teacher
2. kings game tom at 10am
3. superbowl
4. kitkat
5. john
6. my hiphop class
7. joanne and sam
8. tin
9. CAL STATE or UC
10. uhh.. math exam on chapter one?!!!! aaah heck!

which reminds me!!! we danced a routine!!! yay!! omg!!! i feel sexy doing it! hahahahahaha! omg omg omg!

STOP STOP STOP!

i guess i had a good day. considering it's my first day of my period! grr!