Got stains on my shirt

whoaaaaa! im sooo overwhelmed!

my mom and i went to vacaville.. where all the factory outlets are! omg!!! it's hella fun! we ate at applebee's first for lunch. yay! i mean yum? ehh!

ok. so first thing's first..i bought some tees! wo0ot w0ot! i love it!!!!!
they all have this attitude sayings!

first tee: IF YOU'RE CUTE, IM SINGLE
2nd tee: TEASE /tez/ v. 1. To arouse hope, desire, or curiosity
without satisfaction 2. ME
3rd tee: I DATE COLLEGE BOYS
4th tee: KISS ME BEFORE YOUR GIRLFRIEND COMES BACK

then 5th tee is just a normal one.. but out-of-this-world style
i bought a new cap to0! sunvisor to be exact! adidas black! wo0o!

NOW!!!!!!!! this is soooo gonna shock u guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i bought nike prestos.. coz my old one is the one without the shoe laces..eh
i want something with the shoe laces in it. so anyway.. it's on sale! $29.99! BUTTTTTTTT!!!!!! when i got to the cashier!!! it's only $10.79!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!! i even had him double checked it!!!!! i asked..
[with a shock face] "uhh are u sure? coz it says $29.99" and then he said "yes that's what it is.. $10.79"

DAMNNNNNN!!!!! I GOT A REALLY GOOD BARGAIN!!!!!!!!! the color is blue! hehehe!

hmmm what else!!! ooh! KITKAT AND I WILL HAVE A BLOG TOGETHER!!!!!! it's called MISSUNDAZTOOD so guys.. check it out once it's up oki? hmm what else!!!!!!

omg omg omg! need to study!!!!!!!!! math!math!math! [teacher] *wink*

oh oh oh!!! here's the evidence that............KITKAT is........! my bf! lol

chaxingstars (6:41:36 PM): sabi mo cute ka e
chaxingstars (6:41:38 PM): ndi ka cute
chaxingstars (6:41:39 PM): pretty

hahahaha! that was on yahoo messenger! LOL!

DABA DABA!!! hahahahaha! ok ok! KINGS GAME TONIGHT! ACTUALLY! NOW!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! OK OK! see u!

i had a good day.. considering it's my 2nd day of my period.

damn. i dint have the chance to study. shet shet shet! imma study hard tom at the math lab! for real!!!!!! i mean seriously!!! i need to pass this!!!! shit!! i want to get a high score!! omg omg omg! please!

superbowl...! patriots are leading! yay! i just hope they keep it! im not a big fan of American football.. i guess i'm just being a hypocrite and going with the in stuff! grrr! i hate myself! sucks to be me! i love the half time show! hehe! i was dancing while watching it! hahahaha!

monday again tommorow. err. i dunno if im gonna be excited or wat?! excited to go to school?! damn.

so i bought a trench coat agen. a black one. and 2 shortee shorts! yay! i love it! i love being a girl! hahahahahhaha!

kitkat! i miss u oredy! hah!

hmmmmmmmmmm. ok that's practically it.

i had a good day. considering it's my 3rd heavy day of my period! grr!

OMG!!! the rain is sooooooooooo ghetto. ACTUALLY.. today was soo ghetto coz it was raining hella hard!!! i know i know! i like the rain.. but hell! this was not my day!

first things frist. i dint get to study for math over the weekend. but it's alright coz i studied at the math lab and the quiz was foine. i think i did pretty go0d. at least that's what i think. but i know i did. LOrd please.

secondly, ok so it was raining ryt? so it's obvious that i have to turn my lighst on! while i was at sch.. my pe class starts at 10am and ends at 11am.. then i have a second pe class at that time.. so i'm occupied! now!!! here's the ghetto part! when i got to my car,damn! i noticed that i didnt turn the lights off!!!!!!!!! so for 2 freaking hours! my bright lights are on!!!! fuck it! we all know what that means! it means the battery went dead. me? as usual.. trying to pursue that it wont.. still got in to my car and still trying to turn my engine on! but no luck. NOT TO MENTION I PARKED AT THE VERY FARTHEST PLACE!

so ok, i had to walk all across the campus! and i waited for john! and i told him about it.. he was kinda hesitant at first and said that i shud wait for him after his class. of course me? i acted like a poor puppy! haha! [exaggeration] but seriously!!! i kinda talked him into it! finally he gave in! yay! and then he was parked like at the south of where i am parked. *sigh* [things what friends do for friends. ]
ok so we got into his car and man, boys will be boys! he drives rugged! hmm [y am i not surprised?]

so we got to the parking lot where my car is parked and so.. there's nothing left to do but to pop the hood! so i did.. and then we cudn't figure where the thingie is. after soo many tries.. i was the one who got it. hehe! and then thank God for this guy. J.J! one of his friends who happened to pass by. and then john asked me if i want some help from him and then i said yes! i need all the help i can get! omg!! i really really thank Him!!!! if it wasnt for J.J and john! omg.

ok, my junkie car finally started! J.J said i should leave it on for 10 mins. there goes my time for studying! but it's ok! i still got to study at the math lab. i jsut didn't have a chance to go to starbucks.

so i learned my lesson. uhh. what is it again? hehe! im kidding im kidding! NEVER EVER LEAVE ur car lights on!!! swear!!!! u guys will be in hell! hmm what else! LEARN TO SOCIALIZE MORE! what if john wasnt there! what if J.J wasnt there! WHAT IF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

take note: i was soo close to be calling AAA and the college police. but nah.. i trusted my friends more. omg omg omg! *tear*

kitkat is no where to be found i miss her badly! KITKAT!!! y do have to live there?! but not to worry! after college.. or who knows! we'll be living with each other in new york! yay! our very own apartment! wo0ot w0ot! can't wait!

i started this night having a weird mood. eh langya naman kasi! nanghahawa ung ibang tao jan! tapos leche ah! kasalanan ko ba na nabasa ko ung nde para sakin?!! eh sakin nya nsabi through ym! tangina! tapos ngayon iniiwasan nya ko! the last thing i need right now is to lose another friend. i've already experienced...umm not really losing a friend... but lamo un? the fact na umalis ako sa pinas ehhh puta!!! prang iniwan mo na mga kaibigan mo nun! actually prang nde! talagang iniwan na!!!! but of course. that's just me.

i wore the "tease" shirt today. LOL!
i'm watching survivor now.
after, american ido or gilmore girlsl
then, one tree hill

im soo faqqd up ah!!! d ko napanod ung average joe kagabi! grr! well, u know what they say! it's only tv! I AM ONLY TV! HMPF!

i got kitkat's snail mail today! wo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0ot!
hahahha! im soo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fucking english paper ruins my night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate it!!!! who cares!?! i'm done with it anyway! thanks to john. he helped me. argh!!! why is life sooo cruel?!!!!?

i miss kitkat! hehehehe! duh. i always miss her. damn. hmm what else?!

so i was at the math lab today and i can't figure a certain problem.. so i raised my hand and [what do u know?] my math teacher came to me. LOL!!! so umm.. am i in cloud9 u ask? well. yea kinda. not like before like im really totally into him. LOL! argh. i dunno! im sooo brain drianed!

i soo love this pic! yay!

MY BRAIN HURTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!! MY HEAD HURTSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! ouch!

we need to laugh at least 15 times a day. 3 of them should be hard belly laughs. hehehe. nothing. just a piece of trivia.

well, im watching survivor right now. hmm. i dont want them to vote off rudy nor ethan!!! vote jenna off! hahahaha! she's a bitch!

english was english today. damn it!!! i had a migrane because of last night because of the paper. turns out she [my teacher] didn't want the paper today!! that bitch!!! i mean, why would she teach something? and then she would half it in parts?!!!!! this way, our workload is like doubled! FUCKKK!!! they voted off rudy!!!!!! fuck it!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna cry!!!!! i got teary eyed!!!

so i wore my "kiss me before your girlfriend comes back" tee today. and boy! it really got attention! HAHAHA! how cute!

OK OK. i got to talk to people. yay!

sacramento kings vs san anonio spurs now. demmet!!! spurs are leading!

i like my hiphop class. it makes u sweat not to mention, u learn how to bust a groove and! it makes u feel sexy. hmm what else. modern dance[my other pe class] err. it's more of a ballet-folk dancing thingamajigg. eeh. not me. i want something upbeat.

so i was at the mathlab today. hmm what else. well as u guys know, the mathlab closes at 2pm every friday. grr. so jeannette and i went to starbucks agen. every friday is starbucks day for me. but for her.. hehe! everyday is starbucks day for her. plus! on our way to school for our math class, we witnessed a truck hitting a car.. it was in front of us. damn. we were soo scared and shocked.

finally darryl talked to me. umm what else.

omg omg omg!!!!!! when my math teacher walked in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit man!!!! i was gonna explode coz when he walked in!!! he was still wearing his shades!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! he looked soo hot than ever. lol. i know i'm such a dork for having a thing [take note: thing not crush!] for my math teacher. hehehe! PLUS!!!!! when he returned our quiz. i got a perfect score. HAHA! talk about inspired! LOL. but damn. i saw a correction so.. minus .5 for me. so i got 9.5 over 10. hey! honesty is still the best policy. hehehehehe!

faqqqqqqqqq!!! on monday we have a quiz in math again!!! sections 2.1 to 2.3 GrRrRrRrRrR! and on tuesday! i have an english paper due!!! now, give me 3 ways why college sucks! RAWR.

umm what else. so i tried calling kitkat through her cellfone but damn!! it's always busy. fucking globe wont let me through!!!! i curse them. hehehe!

john let me borrow a wrestling vcd that he made. sadly, i can't view it coz my junkie dvd/vcd/cd player won't read it. the heck?!!!!!!!?
and i tried downloading a player through the net but still nothing! :|
i'll try it agen s0on. hmm.

my mom and i went to omodaka [jap resto] to eat dinner. i guess she's too lazy to c0ok. hey. i dont eat much. in fact.. i would be glad if i dont eat anymore. hehe.

damn it's a friday and i can't take off my mind on my HWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whew. shopping agen. i think i'm getting tired of this. [whoa! surprise surprise!] is it just me? or there's just something money can't buy. for real.

new things i bought:
1. shades
2. uggs [again, i just love em!]

and that's it! hehehehe! surprise surprise!

so i joined bangme.net agen. i dunno. im getting really really bored.

valentines day is coming. so? heck.

happy birthday to my cousin and my aunt. [mother's side]

ugh! woke up early today coz my mom woke me up coz she said we're going to benicia to help my aunt clean her house! I'M LIKE?! WHAT!!! y does she always have to include me?! FRUCK!!!

well. it turned out pretty good. again, i ate too much! FRUCK!!! plus i get to see my cousins and nieces agen! so. pretty awesome! yay! and my fave nephew! anthony! hehe! he's soo cute. if only we weren't related.. i would wait for him. LOL! i mean seriously, he will turn out to be a hottie when he grows up.

well. i get to use my aunt's new pc for sns. i mean.. all four of us [cousins/nieces] were all on our sns. talking to [u-know-who's] HAHA!
well. *ahem* kinda said something that KINDA hurt me. but it's okay. like i care. who is he anyways?! right? well he said "bakit ba laging dapat nakadepende sa looks for u?" of course it's in english.. i just translated it in tagalog. in english it means [y does it always have to be about looks for u sarah?] so i was like kinda shocked. coz i din't expect it. hehehehehehe! it's ok. so i said "ouch that hurt." LOL! luckily, i gotta go by that time.

i get to play the piano again. THANK LORD! i just really miss it! yay!

grammy's is on tonight! no britney and janet

KITKAT! i miss u!

haha! kitkat just called me!!! yay!!!!! im soo happy!!!! i get to hear her "flirty" voice. hehehehehe! ...that i love! haha! john called me up to0! yay! im soo excited for him! he's got a new fone!!! wo0ot w0o0ot! now, we're texting each other! yay! how exciting!!!

hiphop was hiphop. pretty much the same. john was sick today. get well soon to him.

YAY!!!!! math!!! *sigh blushing* i just soo love it! hehehe! he's hot as ever!! my gosh. i have a hard time looking straight up to his eyes. HAHAHA! so?! what does that mean ey??? we had a quiz. it was not that hard.. but u really have to know it and really think about it before putting down ur answers.

so i went to the starbucks drive thru today. [i know i know im such a starbucks geek and i know that friday is my strabucks day. but!!]
omg omg omg!!!! they dude was soo hot!!! hahaha! he said "u look familiar" and i said "oh really? *shrugs*" then he said "*shrugs* too yea.. i guess i just ssaw u somewhere" IM SUCH AN IDIOT!!!!!! i shud have kept the conversation going!!!!! IDITO SARAHHHH!!!!!! natulala ako eh! tangina!!! ang gwapo kasi eh!!!! HAHAHAHA! and then.. tapos ang tagal dumating nung frap ko. ok lng.. hehe! coz i get to stare at him.. his name is daniel btw. and then it finally came and then he said "have a good day" and then i said "u too!" and then he said "definitely" WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! omg!!!

I THINK FROM NOW ON, EVERYDAY SHOULD BE MY STARBUCKS DAY! hehe!

fruck!
next wednesday [feb18]....quizzes on pe!!! yep yep! u heard that right! PE!!!!!!
hiphop----pages 1-51
modern--ch. 1-3

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGH! help me!!!! VALENTINES DAY is coming. so?
i have no classes this friday and the next monday!!! wo0ot! 4 DAY WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! il be bored agen! haaaay. :/

sch was foine. english lab was hell as usual. but it's okay coz the dude that i've been eyeing on, sat beside me. HAHA and of course. u guys know me.. i freeze whenever a cute guy's on my sight. escpecially when he's returning the "favor". LOL

yay! kitkat and i talked again.. but it was just online. so. sa'll good for me though.

went to the gym today. no cuties

american idol is on now. hehehe! i voted through text. i think i voted for 4 people. HAHAHA! but i like (first name) webber and matthew (last name) to move on to the next round. so i hope they win this
episode!!!

one tree hill...........is coming up.

the oc is backkkkkkk!! yay! all new episodes!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! my mom just sprayed an ANNOYING and INTOXICATING and TIGHTENING-OF-THE-CHEST room spray. fudge. im serious. i am dizzy and my chest hurts because of it. but hey? not that hurt enough to write here in my tabulas. HAHA.

sch... yay! for my math class.. today was our friday.. coz friday.. there's no classes and monday.. no classes too coz of lincoln's bday and the president's day. there u go! my four day weekend. and we only meet during m-w-f's. =/ oh oh! i got turned off by my math teacher today. coz.. not only he let us out for like 5 minutes after our exact dismissal time.. he was wearing like dirty old tennis/rubber shoes. dude come on.. we're in the year 2k. prestos and tmacs and nike shox are here already. u guys know me.. i first look at a guy's shoes before i really notice how cute he is. well.. ok foine. i look at the LOOKS first but SHOES come in second. GUYS, trust me, clean and "expensive" looking shoes are a plus if u wanna be with us chicas. hehehe!

so i went to starbucks today. YAY!! the cutie was there! NOW, THERE ARE 2 CUTIES! wo0ot w0o0ot! when i walked in.. [not to be arrogant or vain at all] but, i kinda pulled their attention. HAHAHA! shit. i sound like a dorkwad. anyhoo.. but i like it! hahaha! i think it's because of my shirt. coz i wore my I DATE COLLEGE BOYS shirt today. LOL! i love i love! and the "2nd choice" cutie [coz no one compares to that "1st choice-drive thru" cutie] asked for my order.. and i said the usual and then he said "actually.. i dont wanna ring that up.. so pick another order." and i know of course he was just kidding. lol. do u guys consider that as flirting? hahah! i just giggled u know. HAHA! shit. im such a dork. u guys know me. i completely freeze and immediately become speechless! i promise!!! grr! i hate it!!!!!!!! I NEED TO BRUSH UP MY SOCIAL SKILLS. this is gonna be tough!!!! ONE WEEK WITHOUT STARBUCKS!!!! huhuhuhuhuhuhu! coz the cuties are just present during m-w-f's. so as u know. grr!!!!!!!!

i had to do my english hw tonight. FUCK! i hate it! it's soo hard. damn it! writing a paper [overnight], answering some stuff and! reviewing for a quiz!!! the hell was that! ughhhh! not to mention.. breathing the intoxicating spray. damn it!!!!!

"ur toxic gun slippin undahhhhhh" -britney. hehe! love that song!

ok ok. so american idol was on for 30 mins. dude. my 2 choices didn't make it. ugh!! i dont like diana!!!!!!! i like fantasia. but diana?? come on dude! gimme a break! matthew or katie would have done better on that spot. grr.

ok! seriously.. i can't breathe!!!!!!!!

i need mouth to mouth from *toooooooooooooooooooooooooot* and *toooooooooooooooooot* and *tooooooooooooooot* and .......
hahahaha! [click CONTENT then MY HOT GUYS LIST to know]

omg.. did someone just fart?? faaaq. to add this all up.. the intoxicating + the farting smell... = me? dead.

ok.. how come no one even joined the orgy at my previouse entry?? that entry was kinda interesting. LOL. doooooooh!

ok. sooo yesterday. i dunno.. i mailed kitkat's envelope and dvd at lbc. haha! i know happy na si bruha at on the way na ung padala ko.
ran errands for my mom and that's about it.

today. no classes. uhhh.. did nothing. talked to lindsey for a while.. studied/read the hw for pe [yes yes pe. fruck!] then went to the gym
then went to target. bought beyonce's cd and justin&xtina [combined] cd. umm what else. that's it. BOW

im dead.

yes eys! it's officially over! valentines that is. yay.

i feel like shit

went to san fo.. [damn.. it's like new york,but of course nothing compares to the big apple ]

watching the princess diaries ryt now. can't wait for the 2nd movie.

oh my God. that's all i have to say! when i saw the movie MIRACLE today. DAMN IT WAS THAT GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! i soooooo love it!!!!!! plus the cute playerS!!! yayyyyyyy!!!

MICHAEL MANTENUTO!!!! w0ot w0ot! he played jack o`callahan in the movie and PATRICK O`BRIEN DEMSEY omg.....!!! he was the captain. dude!! i sooo love the movie!! i wanna see it again!!! of course it was a tear jerker!!!!! haaay. it kinda makes me proud that i have a chance to live in a country who is very supportive and very thoughtful to their public servers u know?

well. i STRONGLY RECOMMEND THAT U GUYS WATCH OUT FOR THE MOVIE miracle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love the church today..!! it was jsut filled with the spirit! yay! i love singing for Him! only to Him.

umm what else. well i finished my pe hws today. ha! but i still have a paper due on tues!! fruckk!!!

i need my therapy!!!! ----- shopping that is. grrr!! i wanna go to vacaville tom!!!!

and i wannt talk to kitkat! shit.

oh btw, i updated the MY TOTALLY HOT GUYS LIST on my CONTENT page.. check it out! hehehe!

today was rainy. it's really gloomy. and if u just look outside the window [which i did earlier today] , you'll definitely feel sad. i dunno. is it just me? but am i eating my words? coz i said i like the rain.. but there's just something about this day.

i thought i was gonna survive this day without going out.. but i didn't. i went out. went to target.. didn't buy anything. then walmart.. bought never been kissed dvd [for my english paper-which is done btw! wo0ot] then ross.. hehe! i jsut gotta love that store.. i spent $150 bucks on that store alone. damn. =/ i should have just bought something from hollister. LOL

things i bought:
1. wallet
2. skirt
3. pants
4. roxy shirt
5. blouse
6. slip ons
7. hehe i gues that's it.

so then.. we went to dollar tree.. just some grocery shopping thing. and then went home and did my english paper. I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!!

shit. kinda depressed ako. si kitkat kasi. joke. well nde.. kasi ung guy na gusto ko.. may "nameet" sha thru friendster.. eh parang ung girl sobrang ang dami nilang the same interests.. so ano to? threat na ba to? so ako.. shempre KINDA feeling jealous.. pro nde ko pinapahalata tlga. tapos sobra.. wla lng.. prang threat! i know naman na wla kmeng relationship or anything.. pro ewan bat ganun?!!! ang weird!! tangina! tinamaan na ba ko ng arrow ni archer kupido? haha! tangina jolog! bye na nga!

10 IMPORTANT THINGS INSIDE YOUR SCHOOL BAG
1. pencil case
2. binder
3. book
4. dictionary
5. calculator
6. organizer
7. extra napkin [just in case]
8. wallet
9. glasses
10. brush

9 THINGS YOU WEAR EVERYDAY:
1. shoes
2. pants
3. panty
4. bra
5. shirt
6. watch
7. ring
8. necklace
9. w.w.j.d. band

8 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOOD
1. pizza
2. tempura
3. chips and salsa
4. burrito
5. chocolate
6. fries
7. is starbucks counted?
8. pretzels

7 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS
1. kitkat
2. joanne
3. john
4. sixers
5. tabulas chicas and 2 chicos [lol]
6. sam
7. ces

6 OF YOUR FAVE MOVIES
1. lord of the rings 1-2-3
2. star wars [all]
3. harry potter [all]
4. never been kissed
5. how to lose a guy in 10 days
6. center stage

5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM
1. pc
2. bed
3. stereo
4. pix
5. desk

4 THINGS YOU ATE TODAY
1. mashed potato
2. pot roast
3. chips
4. orange
5. fererro rocher

3 THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1. my family
2. my friends specially kitkat and ****
3. God and Lord Jesus of course

2 BOOKS/MAGZ U RECENTLY READ
1. dictionary [haha! recently read eh! eh i looked up a word]
2. textbook [shit.. im officially a geek to the core]

1 PERSON YOU CAN'T FORGET
one person i can't forget is my cousin camille

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tonight just sucks! i hate me!!! myself! fuck! i just ruined a friendship
between my best girl and my best boy[certainly friends only!]. FUCKKK!!!
how cud i be sooo stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??
i wasn't even thinking!! i shouldn't have sent her what he said. i dint even think about the effect that will occur.. i made my bestfriend k**k*t feel upset. and i dont like that. but hey. there's nothing i can do anymore right?? shit. it happened. on the other side though, i kinda totally understand my best boy[certainly friends only!] why he felt that way.. coz he's just like that.. i dunno. i can't find the words to explain it. i'm torn! it's like being caught in the middle----wait! i am already caught in the middle!! FRUCKKKKKKK!!! Lord. y me? spare me please!

i don't wanna lose neither.. not now.. not in the near future! just no.. i think i understand that You're trying to teach me a lesson. a lesson that You've already taught me but i just keep on failing.. I'm beginning to love my friends more than You again.. no one comes before You. I'm really sorry.

~happy things that happened~
1. kitkat got my package just tonight

geez. just one happy thought. i'm not surprised

to add it all up, my mom is sick. she's got sore throat and a bad bad headache. i really wanna cook and do all the "MOTHERLY" things but i can't coz i dont know how.. so i just kinda helped her with it.

I'm jsut soo sorry.. someone should really arrest me and have me in the death chamber. i'm serious.. i'm dangerous.. i do bad things to honest-good people.

but one thing is for sure.. the Lord loved me and still loves me for who i am.. and that's just what keeps me going.

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!
my friend jannette just called!!!!!!

JANNETTE: guess who's married?
ME: OMG. [i kinda know already coz after our math class, she stayed for a couple of mins and talked to our oh-so-hunky teacher]
JANNETTE: hahaha!
ME: don't tell me!!! r u kidding me?!!! our MATH TEACHER?!!!!!!
JANNETTE: yes!!! i know!!! i'm not even kidding!
ME: holy craaaaaaaap!!!! how can that be?!!!!!!!?? noooooo!!!
JANNETTE: i know.. when he said "..my wife.." im like 'excuse me? can u repeat that?' but of course i din't let my shocked face show
ME: but but but! he doesn't even wear a wedding ring
JANNETTE: yea.. it's weird.. but maybe he writes with chalk so much and he doesn't wanna get it dirty
ME: aww man!!! what now?? what about our hopes?
JANNETTE: hehehe they're gone.. haha
ME: haha
JANNETTE: well actually u'll get over it sarah
ME: gee thanks jannette for telling me! it really made my day!
JANNETTE: haha! u'll get over it
ME: dude.. ure still in denial
JANNETTE: yea.. ure right! haha!

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
im just in shock right now!!!!!!!! omg!!! john said there's nothing to be sad about.. and he said "..maybe he has a little brother hehe" <---- the
best thing he ever said! haha

btw, i congrats that dude for not being a virgin anymore in "trendy" stuff!
he walked in the hollister store! hahahaha! congrats dude! ure officially in my kin. LOL im jk

umm what else. well 2 quizzes at my 2 pe class. hmm. NOT GOOD!
i miss kitkat.

so i went to starbucks today. yay! jannette met me there. omg!!! the 2 cuties!!! yay!!! haha! im such a dork.. i did my math hw there. LOL!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!

remember: THERE ARE MORE FISH IN THE SEA!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm. what happened today? gee i dunno. it's thursday. all i know is that survivor is on.. the apprentice is on. the oc was awesome last night. damn. [i wish i was summer.. LOL] umm what else.

that this day sucks coz of english. aaah crap. but the eng lab was foine today. Hhar har har<-----best describes it.

tom. yay! friday! well.. tom. there's gonna be a party, a mardi gras party hoste by UC Davis/Sac state. damn. i wanna go.. but duh! what am i gonna do there? get drunk? please. i have a lot of things to do like:
1.shop [lol]
2. tv
3. do my essay [shit.]

aaah whatever. im a loser. shit

i need a job!

i need to stop FLIRTING with the bangme.net boys... HAHAHA! i can't help it! it's my chance.. haha!

umm. ok so i got christel's message saying that she'll be coming in San Fo this may!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! im soo excited!!! wo0ot wo0ot! finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i get to have a gimik mate!!! omg!!!!!

oh well, stel.. see u so0n!! mwahmwha!

i miss kitkat! again?! damn. haha!

ok, it's like this.. it's friday and we have a loooong test on monday about chapters 1 to 2 in math. ehh our class is only from 3pm to 4:45 pm.. ok soo like 5 mins `til 4:45....people started packing up.. but me, jeanette and 3 other people stayed.. [not only because we didn't understand a couple of things.. but yea... we stayed coz of him. LOL--take note: not wearing the wedding ring!] so anyways, ok so.. the 5 of us stayed.. did i mention that the cutie(1) in my class.. we kept on catching each other's eyes? HAHAHA! so?!!! and then.. the cutie(2) who stayed after class. well. he's there.. so.. im happy. LOL! *boink*so. i finally had the guts to ask our oh-so-hunky teacher a question.. and he didn't hear it at first.. and then he came close.. coz i was sitting like at the far back of the room and then i spoke loudly.. asking if he would allow us to use calculators and then he said no and then i made a face and then he chuckled.. aaaaah! he's cute. ((NEWSFLASH: has a wife!!! i better back off!)) so anyways.. yea.. so that was pretty much it.

umm ok. jeannette and i went to starbucks.. no cuties they only work during mondays and wednesdays. hmm. but there's this one guy who's acceptable.. hehe! but he's assigned at the drive thru.. soo i told jeannette that after im done with my jack in the box meal and she with her sandwhich.. i told her that i will order the caramel machiatto at the drive thru..just to get a closer look at that day's cutie. lol! while she bought hers inside.. ooh btw, i ate my jack in the box at starbucks.. hey! im still a paying customer. hahaha!

umm whatelse. my mom is really experiencing excrutiating coughs. pls pray for her.

and, at my hiphop.. a new friendship blossomed. hehe! i found out that andrea was filipino.. but she spent almost all her life here.. she went to OBMC when we were still like 12 years old.. but still..! plus! here's the good part! she's born again christian[like me] and she invited me to go to a bible study for our age group.. and i soo wanna go. u know? but then the venue is at vallejo and it's at 7:30pm it's ok... it's like an half an hour away from here. but i know that if i tell my mom about it.. she won't allow me.. coz not only being it a night... it's also KINDA far [for her.] aaaaack!
that made me sad. for real. coz.. u know.. there's my chance!!!

my mom and i ate dinner out. at a vietnamese resto. [her fave] =/ KINDA not my thing. but it's foine.

umm what else. i need my therapy------------shopping. as u guys all know

i need a job!!! demmet!


~~~~~~~~~~~~inspired by Medea ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Describe your:

[ x ] Wallet - red long rectangular shaped
[ x ] Hairbrush - green curling thingie
[ x ] Toothbrush - it's color green and worn out teeth ((lol))
[ x ] School Bag - blue jansport ((i need a new one))
[ x ] Cellphone - small. has bluetooth, aah what the heck sony ericsson t68i
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - ring and w.w.j.d. band
[ x ] Pillow cover - pink
[ x ] Coffee Cup - anything starbucks
[ x ] Underwear - victoria secret
[ x ] Favorite shirt - those "statement" shirts
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - tommy girl
[ x ] Tattoos - none
[ x ] Piercings - 3 on each ear...
[ x ] In my mouth - smells good
[ x ] In my head - uhh
[ x ] Wishing - umm
[ x ] After this - sleep...
[ x ] Person you wish to see - one word! kitkat
[ x ] Is next to you - no one
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - all.. tear jerkers..
[ x ] The last thing you ate - chow mien thingie at that viet resto
[ x ] Something that you are afraid of - l.o.v.e.
[ x ] Do you like candles - umm.. yea
[ x ] Do you like incense - yes
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - actually ive tasted one before.. & ya
[ x ] Do you believe in love - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - yep
[ x ] Do you believe in love at 1st sight - if i experienced it.. id tell ya
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in God - of course
[ x ] What do you want done with your body
when you die - cremate
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - myself?
[ x ] Any pet in mind you wish to have - dog or moneky or tiger
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - yes
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - quarters.. hehehe!
[ x ] What are some of your favorite animals - dogs, monkeys, parrot

~~~~~~THAT'S IT?????????????????????????!!! arrrgh! it didn't surpass my boredom!!!!! hehe!

Congradulations! you are going to marry Tom
Welling. He is a smalltown kind of guy who is
always very helpful. He will always treat you
right and is quite good looking besides!! he is
also somewhat mysterious.


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You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.


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thong.. wild child.. party girl.. whatever.. calm
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-went to san fo [again]
-strolled in the streets of san fo with my cuz
-watched confessions of a teenage drama queen [totally grown out of it]
-my feet hurts

and that's it.

the end

ang daming gwapo sa mundoooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pota!!!!! nalulunod ako!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaha! tangina!!!

no one hurts my kitkat ah!!!!!

how rude!!!! y do boys do that?! they all look at us for one thing! SEX! tss! fuck it.

hmm. it can definitely ruin one's day. but. mine was fine. not great coz nothing happened. went to starbucks. omg. GUESS WHO I SAW AT THE GYM YESTERDAY!!!! the cutie2 who works at starbucks!!! the guy who took my order today!!!! the guy who always takes my order. lol. damn. he was hot!!!!!!!

umm. dint see john today coz we missed each other. lol! he said he was sitting in the middle. me? i was sitting at the far back. i had my own table. haha. how funny. this was on the math lab btw. OMG!!!!!!!! i saw the most gorgeous man alive!!!!!!!!!!! omg omg! he look slike ken!!!!!! yes yes! barbie's man. KEN!!!! damn!!! so hot!!!!!!!!!! plus!!!! he's varsity!!! sport?? just AQUATICS!!! omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that is sooooooooooooo hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and soooo turns me on!!! any guy in a speedo turns me on. LOL! surre.

rain was horrible. it meesed up my internet connection. seriously. i got home at 5:30pm and then probably i started connecting at 5:40... dude... i just got on now.!!! JUST NOW. i called sbc but i also gave up on them.
i saw the news and it's really because of the weather.. it also messed their satellites. so i forgive them. kinda.

umm. the oc was cool as usual. as for the bachelorrette. dude!!!!! i love their ending! i can really see it in their eyes that they're sooo into each other. and yep yep yep! it's love. hehe!

hahaha! how funny! ok it's like this.

we were sitting and she was just answering some questions from our classmates. and then ME!!!! ME ME ME!!! I got a piece of paper and drew a tic tac toe thingie.. so first game was ok.. the second game is almost done and then all of a sudden!!!!

"ok that's it! you two get up! get out of my class! play tic tac toe in the library!"

me??? i was super shocked!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg!!!!!!!!! i just thought to myself this is not happening to me!! it' cant be!!! coz if it
was happening!!! then whoa! it's an unforgettable moment! my very first time to experience it! actually.. there was this one time in high school.. when i was still in first year.. but come on!! that is high school! this is college!!!! how weird!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she's the BIGGEST BITCH ever!!!

so for sure it was humiliating at some point! but!! that was sooo uncomfortable! seriously!!! i mean! the class hasn't even started!! grr!
and! andrew said [john's good twin] that we're lucky to get out of that class coz it was soo boring.. and dead. well, come to think of it! so far, every class that i went through with her was boring and dead! and I HAVENT LEARNED ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!

so, john and i have 1 and a half hours to spare. well, we went to hollywood video. hahaha! and then we went to starbucks! and then went to the english lab! where all the evils are. except for a couple of people! i'm just soo thankful that my lab work is done!!!!! super over!!!

well there u have it! twas an experience! an unforgettable one!!!

i'll go directly to the chase!!!

FIRST INCIDENT:
jeannette and i went to starbucks. turns out. only ken was there. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! he's assigned in the drive thru. well, im still full from my jack in the box. so jeannette was the only one ordering. well. of course! ken said "hey jeannete!" and they talked!!! yay!!! im soooo happy and blushy for her! haha! so there.. we have like an hour to spare again. we talked and all! and chit chat! haha!
and then!!! i couldn't take it anymore! so i told jeannette! "DUDE! IMMA DO IT! IMMA ORDER MY STARBUCKS IN THE DRIVE THRU!" hahahaha! and then she laughed and then she said "that's it! next time im driving!!! coz i can't do anything since we used ur car!" hahahaha! ok! so turns out!!! yayy!!! ken was the one who asked for my order in the drive thru! yay yay yay!

KEN: hey welcome to starbucks how r u doing today?
ME: good how about u?
KEN: pretty good can i take ur order?
ME: yea il have tall chocolate brownie frap
KEN: ok anything else?
ME: nahh that's it
KEN: ok that will be 3 billion dollars at the window please!
ME: ok! well thank you very much!!! [sarcasm tone]
KEN: yea u know i gave u discounts!
ME: hahaha! *driving away*
[jeannete was laughing]

at the window--i gave my $3.05 and then...
KEN: so how's ur day?
ME: harsh! what about u?
KEN: really? wow.. well.. blahblahblah! i can't remember coz i was too busy staring at his face!!!
then he made my frap!
KEN: u want some whip cream with that right?
ME: yea
after a couple of mins.
KEN: here u go! *gives the frap*
ME: thanks!
KEN: have a nice day!
ME: u to0! i'll see u on monday *dirves away*

IM SUCH AN IDIOT!!! why did i even say that!!!! shit!!!


SECOND INCIDENT:
there's this 17 year old high school student [he's name is zach] who is our classmate too in our math class. he's really crushing on jeannette! haha! dude. i tell ya!

THIRD INCIDENT:
my math teacher handed us our first long test on chapters 1-2. when he gave me mine. he said "kick ass!" im like "wha?????" and when i looked at my paper! HEAVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!! 100 out of 100!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn damn damn damn damn! hahahahaha! how cool!!! john said he's pretty sure i made an impression! hahaha! plus. i was the only one who got that score. yay. whoa!!!!!! i guess school doesnt suck anymore.
and i'm thinking of changing my major from pre-med to math!!! i think i will


and that's it!!! i guess!
i need to hear kitkat's chika! yay yay yay!!!

MY TOTALLY HOT GUYS LIST is UPDATED!

umm went to the mall.
my mom bought some basketball shoes for my bros and my dad back home in manila. yay! they are sooo nice! and soo man-ly! lol! duh. went to anchor blue. yay!!! and what else. well the slae lady told me that i have a cute jacket.. and then we had a "bonding moment" [as john would say]. haha!

then wallmart.
i bought a new backpack! it's soooo awesome!! soo cool. there's like a built in thingie where u can put ur discman or mp3 player and u know... aaaaaah! i cant' describe it. anyways.. my jansport will be my gym bag from now on. then bought jerry maguire dvd.. and then a cd. and that's it for me.

then dinner at mengs.
waaaah! the waiter is my schoolmate! shit!!!!!! i dunno! how to feel. hahaha! my aunt called us and she said it's her treat. and my cuzins were there! damn!! pretty good meal!!! i love it!! thai-chinese-flip resto. love love!

then i get to talk to my bros again. yay! i miss them specially my dad! haha!

ok ok! gotta go sago! bye!!!! gnyt!



omg omg omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ito malupet!!!!!

my mom and i went to home depot and then! at first i was really hesitant and really negative about going there! because!!! it smells bad and i dunno.. it's just not my thing.. i know i know! it's a hardware so.. it must not be my thing! doh! and then after a while! i just saw the most gwapo guy!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!! he works there! so i immediately looked at his thingie! his name is kevin! hahaha! i know! i move fast. and then when we caught each others's eyes.. i kinda looked away immediately! hahahhahaha! the movessssss i know! and then looked again.. and then when we're about to leave that part of the place.. he said to me "have a nice day" *smile* and from right there!!!!!!!!!!! i almost fainted!!! he's sooooo gwapo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my gawd!!!!!!! and then i smiled too saying "u to0" *blushing* hahahahhaha! omg!! and then we strolled all over the place again.. and then.. we went back to that part of the place again.. since i was really getting tired and all and my feet were really killing me.. i sat down on one of the chair displays! and then! kevin!!!!! waaaah! and his co worker walked in! and then they spotted me hahaha! and then the guy said [not kevin ] "you look bored" and then i said "umm no.. my feet.. im just resting them.. hehe" and then "ohh hehe u waiting for someone?" and i said "yea.." and then he said "well ok then.." and they started wlaking again and then i said "bye" TO KEVIN and then he nodded! waaaaaaah!!! he's soo cute!!! gudness!!!!!!