Got stains on my shirt

WOW!!! that's all i have to say! it is really worth seeing.. although i closed my eyes for almost the entire movie.. hehe! still! Jesus died for us. don't welcome what the controversy says.. they're just being used by satan to destroy the movie.. the truth is.. our sins killed Him! don't blame the jews or whatever race.. it's not fair to them! come on guys! you know better than that! i was really crying.. coz i can't bare to see what my sins and your sins did to my Lord!!! i just hope that the people who saw and will still see this movie be lightened and blessed and will trully be opened to the word. some people who saw the movie said it's sickening to their stomach, that the violence is sooo not acceptable. well, this i say to them: when was the last time that you got "sick to your stomach" because they were fornicating on the big screen?? huh?? and the violence is not acceptable? pshh..that so called violence.. u made that!!!! it was the payment for your sins!!! so just u could be saved and have eternal life!!! *sigh*

i rest my case

ken. the starbucks cutie.. well i saw him today at the mall. he was sooo cute! and hunkyy! damn! sad thing is! he's with his girlfriend!!! shit! how do i know??? because they were holding hands!!!! huhuhu! so i called jeannette and told her about it. haaaaay. our hopes with our math teacher was gone.. now this?? shiet. i ask this: when will be the time when "the guys" lose their hopes coz me and jeannette and kitkat and all my single friends [who are experiencing the same thing] have boyfriends already???? huh huh huh????? *sigh*

the oscars. yay!! lord of the rings are kinda sweeping all the thingies!
hehe! but im thinking.. maybe the academy are letting them win the small categories coz they're not the winner for the best picture award?? you know?? think about it! *sigh*

-oscars-
i love the fashion! yay! i think the men looked beautiful! the women, of course.. they looked soo glamorous! i love nicole's, charlize's, naomi's and jen garner's dresses! heath ledger is the best "accessory" to wear!!!
haha

-school-
so while i was on my way to the math building from the parking lot, my math teacher and i! gudness! we passed by each other! haha! ok so we said hi and hey! haha! i said hey! *doink* the sun reflected his eyes! and omg!!! those shade of blue!!!! it's really tantalizing! hehehe! it's like aqua but not! argh! i dunno! it's really gorgeous!

-american idol-
HAHAHAHA! the uncut, uncensored and the untalented! hahahaha! they're
soooo funny! lol!

feels like my first day of school a while ago in my english class since i got kicked out from it last week. it turned out fine. but seriously the teacher's a bitch! she's really growing horns on her head. the heck? what's her purpose? to piss of us--her students? the hell. but i really think that's what she wants. well guess what! i am pissed off with her! hahaha! when i walked in the room, john told me: "u look scared" hahaha! well! i am! duh.
so my english lab is over! yay! so every tuesdays and thursday, i get to go home at 11:00am already! wooot wooot! oh joy! im soo glad! that way, i get to go to the gym early and watch out for those eye candies! LOL! doink doink!

so here it comes! the gym! oh my! did i mention eye candieS? hahaha! goodness! the starbucks-2nd-cutie-ken was there! but this time! i think he saw me! coz at the treadmill area, we're just 2 treadmills apart.. yay! hahaha! omg. im kinda happy about my gym today coz instead of just shedding 500+ calories whenever i go there.. today? i lost 600+ calories! man! i just sure hope it helps! gudness! i was inspired to run 20 mins. rather than me only running for 15 mins everytime i'm on the treadmill! hahahaha! how awesome!

american idol today! and one tree hill! wo0ot w0o0ot!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! ok imma list all what happened to me today!

1. pe - hiphop and modern dance were foine
2. didn't go to the lab until 1:30pm
3. after pe which was 12noon, went home to eat
4. went to the mall to but the pink version of my flower scroungie
5. went to the math lab and couldnt figure out the word problems! grr
6. went to starbucks and met jeannette there! ok! this starbucks day pissed me off coz the 2 cuties were there and they didn't even said hi or whatever! the heck with that??!!!!!!!! i dunno i guess im just used to them greeting us.. damn it!
7. did my english hw [tom is english again! waaaaaaaah! ]
8. the oc and american idol are on tonight!
9. FLIRTED with boys. hahahahahha!
10. writing on my tabulas now. uhh wrote?

I MISS KITKAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PUNYETA!!!!!!!!!!
yearbook ko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck that english teacher! she assigns us things to do.. and then she wont' get it?!!! fuck it! she said it's useless! the hell with that!!!!! a lot of us got pissed!!! soo bad!!! this certain dude.. *ripped his paper* "i have to talk to the dean man.. she's f*cking crazy!" well! u bet she is!!!!!!!!!! the hell with her!!!! SHE RUINED MY DAY!!!!!!!!!! the effect? i drove bad today! grr! she makes me soo mad!!!!!!!!

went to the gym! saw some eye candies! survivor is on tonight! hmm! pretty interesting! yay! it's friday tom!

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friday friday friday.. what's so nice about them? well let's see shall we:
1. the weekend is around the corner.. yes yes! we need a break
2. we get to go out with friends
hmm i guess that sums it all
if you ask me? i used to love fridays! but now that i'm in a foreign country.. completely clueless where the night spots are.. [i just cant go to the mall.. AGAIN!] i don't like fridays already coz of that.. maybe bacause today was the very certain day that i felt like a loser..a bum.. i'm like "it's a friday! i'm 18 years old and i have no where to go to!" u know? like.. "where are the hottoest places here damn it?!!" and "where are my friends!?!! my gimmick mates!?!" *sigh* so what did i do? i just popped on the dvd player and jumped on to the couch and watched center stage.. this is already like my nth time watching it! *sigh* see? who's the loser now? my mom actually wanted to go to the mall when she got home from work, she was really forcing me to! and im in the middle of the movie! she almost had me at one point... but really! i was thinking that i dont wanna be shown in public with my mom on a friday night!!! im sorry! i know it's bad and rude! but.. i dunno. sorry.

i was soo happy early this morning because i get to talk to KITKAT! FINALLY!! as in F I N A L L Y!!!!! after 10 years!!!! yay! i get to know what's been happening to her.. i feel bad that i'm not there physically to be with her when she's facing all that crappy stuff in college... but hey! i'm experiencing that too.. so.. i just hope and pray that at the end, it will be okay. =/

well what do you know? my hiphop teacher asked me to audition for her newly formed hiphop dance troupe in our college? hahaha! wow! that really made me feel good about myself.. coz why would she asked me if i didn't have a chance right?? golly.. i really want to! but the thing is.. i lack self confidence and i just don't play a music and all of a sudden come up with a perfect routine!!! if you teach me one.. i assure you that i will do it.. but me? teaching myself to dance? damn. im gonna be in hell i tell ya!
so i dunno..

i didn't meet john today at the mathlab coz i had something to do.. i went there at 1pm already and he got class.. but jeanette was there! we did our hw.. MATH IS MATH! grr! surprise surprise! the math lab closed at 2pm coz it's a friday. dooh! so jeanette and i went to starbucks, when we got there.. we're kinda disappointed coz ken and daniel weren't there! grr!!!!! who cares right? duh! US! hahaha! we stayed anyway coz we have an hour to spare. so we chit chatted.. blah blah blah! and every guy that comes in.. we rate them on how we think they're hot.. hahaha! actually.. only 3 guys that are acceptable came in!
i rated them a 5, 7 and a 4. haha! jeanette rated them as 3, 3, 5. hahahaha! goodness! so what am i? easy to please! damn.. i guess i am! grr! traffic was horrible! on our way to sch.. jeanette immediately screamed "AAAH!!! IT'S DANIEL!!!!!" and stupid me? not paying attention coz she was the one driving and i was looking down at my fone.. "aaaah! where!!!!!!!!!" she: "daniel!!!!! his car just drove by us!!!" me: "r u serious!!!" *looking back* and yes yes yes! it was daniel!!!!!!!!! damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! very wrong timing!!!!

anyways, it's not a big deal! hehehe! im happy coz the guy that i was crushing on in our math class was present. hahahaha! and and and! the 2nd guy that i was crushing on in our math class was also there! haaay! couldn't be happier! hahahaha! but the thing is, the first dude left early! how sad. im serious i was interrupted by that. hahaha! and then people started leaving!! and jeanette and i were like "WHAT?!!?" i mean i feel sorry for my math teacher coz come on! he came all the way from davis and now he's only got a few students in his class.. well not a few.. from the beginning, it was a "class" but at the end.. it was kinda still acceptable to be one but when youre the one teaching and people starts packing up.. dont u feel.. odd? and bad that "no one" is interested anymore? well, ok ok! it is a friday!!! see?! now you know why i feel uneasy about fridays. but hey! i would still take it! hehe! so my poor math teacher dismissed us early! hehehe! like 15 mins early! man.. i guess just to save the shame and all that.. hehe!

kings won yesterday! they beat the 76ers. hmmm. the 76ers used to be my team... i still like them! but!! kings kings kings! yay! my math teacher is a kings fan! haha! and he invited the class to go and watch his band play at a "trashy" [what he said] bar. hehehehe! how cool! i want to! but im not into that! plus he would think that i'm soooooo into him! eeeew! haha! oooh! one more thing! his wife is an archeologist. hmm. ok dont be scared but he told that to us! it's not like im reasearching facts about him! hehehehe! hey! i have a life too okay?! plus! i have *u know who* YEA RIGHT!!!!!! dream on!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i started this day.. umm.. sloppy.. splotchy.. crappy! u name it! anything eeeeeee. hehehe! at first i just wanna bum around the house. but i dunno man i have like 2 moles in my feet.. so u know what they say! haha! if u have a mole on ur feet.. definitely you're a LAKWATCHERA! hehehehe!

first stop, the mall. we went there to buy my bro's energy drink. and i was influenced by my guy friend to buy one of these green tea caps.. what do they do u ask?? *ahem* lose weight what else?! hahaha! im really really hoping! of course with the right kind of meal and exercise.

second is k-mart.. i bought pink slip-ons.. yea yea! hey spring is just around the corner! so. i need them! hehehe!

after that we went to benicia. yay! visited my cuzins again! we did a lot of catchign up! we watched movies.. bummed around the house.. stuff like that! hehe! we watched GRIND---adam brody stars in it! and there's this cute guy! i love it!!!! hehe! it's hilarious! u know at first i thought i love surfer guys than skater boys.. well.. i dunno.. im thinking i like both!
lol! and then.. my aunt bought this digi cam.. she let me arranged it..! it was cool! it's a 5.0 mp.. damn! i know! haha! here are the example pics. hehe!

then vallejo.. then im home!! home sweet home! yay!

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whew! well it is a sunday.. i went to church and im purified again because of the message! it's about money! goodness! =/ and i must say that im sad coz the weekend is over. i had fun.. well.. i went shopping again. =/ i feel guilty coz it was not my money.. again! grrr!!!! i sooo need a job! but when it comes to really getting one.. im really hesitant and all that.. grr. i bought a camera pouch, jeans, 2 skirts, slip ons, a belt.

then we went to my mom's fave store.. and it has a big banner that says "STORE TO CLOSE" aww.. my mom was really sad! hehehe! so i let her had her thing.

then the grocery.. oh my!!! i saw a girl who wa wearing a bikini top!!! IN THE GROCERY!!!! how odd!!!! and shocking!!!!!!!!!! and the girl looks like 14-16 years of age. haha!

well, i dunno.. i like my outfit today! haha! i know im vain! but really! i wore a pink flowery haltered dress and then wore my white shirt that says "SCHOOL SUCKS" which was painted in pink. soo really! it was nice! hehehe! and then my flower thingie in the hair! haha! how hawaiian could i get! anyway.

that's pretty much it! monday again tom! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!
no jeanette tom!!! so no starbucks for me!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

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today was hella hot!!!! like hell! like that! and to think, it's not even spring yet! goodness!! wait till summer! oh my gosh! it's gonna be hot hot hot!

anyways, school was foine. math is beginning to be MATH!!!! rawr. in the middle of the class my phone rang, good thing it's on soft mode. hehehe! so i answered it and walked out of the room.. ran actually. hahahaha! umm it was my friend at jazzie. who lives inside the base and i met up with her outside. and we arranged that i need to get a pass for our two cars since my car will be going to an auto shop because whenever i turn the wheel, it squeeks! so tom morning imma use my mom's suv to go to sch and drop her off at her work.. inside the base! OOH OOH! DID I MENTION THAT THERE WERE HOTTIES AGAIN AT THE STOP POINT TO ENTER THE BASE?!?!!!!!!!!!!? goodness!!! i was in heaven!!! hahaha!

and then my mom and i ate out for dinner at mengs. it's was good!! nice nice nice! but u know me.. i always feel guilty after i eat a meal!!! man!!! i need to lose 1000 pounds! hahahaha!

oh well! tom's english!! shiyet!!!!!!!! torture!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! help!!!!!!
somebody save me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pe was cool as always!!!!!! we're gonna do a breakdancing kinda thing! goodness! haha!

1. "I just realized that I don't want to be
touched."
--> touch? duh! touch ka jan!
[translation] touch? duh!

2. "I'm confused and I need some time out to
find myself!!!"
--> Eto flashlight, go look for yourself! Baka
gusto mo pa ng kandila with that o baka nmn
brown out lng tlga sa inyo kya d mo mkita ang
sarili mo! ....Open ur eyes! harap sa salamin!
Duh!
[translation] here's the flashlight! maybe u also need a candle or there was just a black out and u just can't find urself! open ur eyes! face the mirror! duh!

3. "Maybe this is not the right time for us."
--> Anak ng tipaklong! di na kita tatanggapin
ulit no?! Bakit? anong oras ba
dapat?! alas-otso????? bwahaha
[translation] son of a bitch! i won't accept you anymore! why? what time does it supposed to be? 8:00?

4. "Di kita maalagaan ng tulad ng ineexpect mo.
You deserve someone
better. That's not me."
--> Bakit sinabi ko bang gusto ko ng YAYA???? Leche!
[translation] why? did i say i need a maid?

5. "Lasing lang ako kagabi. Sorry."
--> Eh ako ba lasing?! hu told u to cort me ng lasing kah?!
[translation] am i drunk? who told you to court me when ure drunk anyway?

6. "We are too different from each other."
--> Bakit anong klaseng ANIMAL ka??
[translation] what kind of an animal are you?

True lies and true lines:

7. "We have to meet other people to see what it's
like to be with someone else. I'm giving you
that choice. if you come back to me, we'll both be
better from having chosen freely."
--> HoY! mga palusot mo! break na kung ayaw mo
na...dami mo pang satsat eh! ung hirit eh!>
[translation] oi! ur excuses! just say it that we're done!

8. "Someday, hahanapin kita, when we're both
ready. When we don't care about the odds. Kung
tayo talaga, tayo rin in the end, di ba?"
--> Hanapin? Hay nako! Good luck if mahanap mo
ko ulit!
[translation] look for me? tss. goodluck!

9. "I really think that we should breakup." "Why?" "Because I don't
know if I still love you."
-->Tapos next week may kasama na siyang iba.
dipa dinerecho eh noh?! stupid!
[translation] then next week he's with someone new! y can't he just say it straight?! stupid!

10. "I just realized I haven't had time for myself and my friends anymore..."
--> Kasalanan mo yun! Dikit ka ng dikit then ako sisisihin mo! Damn!
[translation] it's ur fault! ur always glued to me then ure blaming me? damn!

11. "It's not you, it's me...
-->Buti alam mo! well, this is the most F*** up
line anyone could say...(natch,i'm sure you'll
agree with me)
[translation] good thing u know!

Pano pag ito sinabi nya:

12. "My priorities are getting messed up!!"
--> sabihin mo... wala ka lng talagang kwenta..!
[translation] just say that ure not really worth it!

---Well, ang dami talagang mga palusot..If ayaw
mo na....JUST SAY IT RIGHT THEN AND THERE.
Enough with the b***sh**!!!
[translation] well, there are really a lot of excuses on how to break up with someone.. JUST SAY IT RIGHT THEN AND THERE. Enough with the bullshit!

Currently feeling: damn

umm. first things first! it's hella hot in here!!!! [so take off all ur clothes! *i am getting so hot i wanna take my clothes off!*] soooo english today. well i have to admit.. it wasn't much that of a torture.. but it still was a torture and i guess it will always be a torture being in her class she complimented us actually! hahahaha! our trio! andrew, john and i! how awesome! haha!

so i dropped my car at geno's autoshop.. and then dopped off my mom at her work.. goodness!!! there weren't any eye candies at the base today!!! how awful!!! it;s just.. sad. then i went to the gym today. err.. there were a little eye candies. it can do better. hehe!

then i got my car at 6pm.. and i gotta say! it's like brand new!! it's very smooooooooth! hehehehe!

my mom and i ate out again for dinner. jap resto! yay!

if i could just cry.. i would. but i think it's not that BIG of a deal. at least for someone who's about to read this. but for me? it's really... err.. i dunno. just read on.

first problem
my hiphop teacher is forming a hiphop dance troupe for the college. and auditions will be held a week from now. it made me really encouraged when she advised me to go to the audition.. coz that means i have a chance right? or am i just procrastinating? either way, i still wanna audition.. the PROBLEM?? i don't know any dances! for real! im not even kidding. sure ive taken some dance classes but hello?! my memory is not extremely good to remember all the steps and stuff. i only know the 2 choreographies that she taught us in class! so?! what am i gonna do? im sad. i emailed her about it.. just to get her perspective and if she could help me.

second problem
is it just me? or im not just really "talk-material"??? this was what happened.. jeanette and i met up at starbucks and parking was really hard to find.. so we spent like 5-10 mins just looking for one... jeanette was convincing me that we just go to the the drive thru.. but i dont want to coz i want to see ken and daniel! hehe! she got her parking at starbucks.. and me??? grr! i had to cross the street.. HAHAHA! i parked at the gas station.. it was foine coz it was just beside starbucks.. anyway, ken and daniel were there! hoooray! they're really gorgeous! such hotties! ok so jeanette got first in line then an old man and then me. ken wasn't the one taking the orders! how sad.. it was a girl. eek. haha! jk but the point is!!! ken still talked to her!!! it was just a small talk..but still!!! IT IS a convo with the hottie!!!!! then it got to me. poor ugly old me! no one seemed interested. haha! im serious.. daniel? well, he was there.. he's always assigned at the drive thru.. but we caught each other's eyes and then i kinda smiled at him then looked away immediately even before i thought he responded back with a smile. shit. how stupid could i get?! anyways, my point is! ken was busy.. but still found time to had a little chit-chat with jeanette... me?! gee. im invisible! although daniel saw me and kinda ken to0! hahahahaha yea right!!! i told jeanette tonight that my thoughts about her and ken, me and daniel--the "love" square--are definitely losing it! at least for my part. man, when will be the time?!!!!!? *sigh* time for what u ask? i actually dunno to0. but i kinda have a blurry vision of it.. the time when i can be really approachable! =/

third problem
math.. man. i have a quiz on friday for 3 sections. hmm. the first 2 sections I REALLY DONT GET!!! God help me!! Lord please!!! =/

JUST HELP ME TABULAS FRIENDS! HELP HELP HELP!!!!

english was english. haha! our oh-so-bitchy-terrifying teacher asked a question and people answered it.. and me.. i raised my hand! haha! what a nerd!!! hahaha! hey! pay the respect! even though i dont have any respect for that teacher! anyhoo! i answered the right one! so i got a sticker! eek. and then my teacher showed me all her fave stickers.. hahaha! in other words, feeling close kame ng teacher ko kanina, as in parang pinapakita nya sakin ung gma stickers nya.. in the middle of the class ah! tapos ung fave daw nya ung glass slippers.. wizard of oz.. HECK. so anyways, she pissed someone again! as in! i mean the girl is just packing up.. and then she saw it! and then u know what she said?! she said "you know if u have to go just go!!!" and then the girl said "well, nahh im just waiting for u to finish.." and then our teacher said "just go" DAMN!!! see what i'm saying?!!!! i dunno!!? *sigh* all i know is that just behave! hehehe!

anyway, so my hiphop teacher replied on my email... she said ".. dont worry coz we will be adding on tom!..." ehh that didn't really answer my question..! grr! so im still torn! my question is that if i cud use those things that she taught us on the audition.. but! i dint really directly askwed her taht way.. damn! i dunno.. well imma see her tom! and i guess il talk to her about it! =/ wish me luck peeps!

my grandma is gonna be operated. please pray for her!

weekend!! shopping here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!

i've got a math quiz tom on 3 sections and 2 of them.. well.. it's not that i dont get them.. but i dunno! shitass! this is fawking hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! imma study my ass off tom for real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lord, im gonna need ur help on this one!

so i got to talk to johann today! yay! what can i say?! i soo miss him!!
when i go back for a vaca!!! i promise!!! we'll get it on!!! hahaha!

see ya! ang heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, it's like this. today's friday right? so the math lab closes at 2pm.. i have a math class at 3pm.. and we have a quiz.. i didn't study for the quiz coz i was soooo lazy the nights before.. so i just told myself imma study my butt off at the mathlab.

-at the mathlab-
i was studying my butt off for real!!! i was there at 12noon! right after my pe class... shuxx! studying chapters 3.1-3.3... so i was there!!! for an hour now.. and im almost done! until jeanette came and asked me what part i was on now.. and i said "3.2" and then she said "our quiz is about 3.3-3.5" WAAAAAAAAAH! =/ i wasted an hour for nothing!!!!!! im soo stupid! so anyways.... i just studied all over again with chapters 3.3-3.5.. and then the math lab Closed. so we just went to starbucks! and we decided that we would study there! I KEEP TELLING MYSELF I DONT WANT TO GET DISTRACTED ABOUT KEN AND DANIEL. actually.. only daniel coz ken is jeanette's. hehehehe! and ken is not working on fridays.. only daniel! hahaha!

-at starbucks-
so we settled our backpacks at this round table.. the "biggest" of them all.. and i went ahead to order.. crap! as i've said. ken wasn't there so he's not the one taking the orders.. and then daniel was there! taking the orders at the drive thru! grr! always the drive thru!!! *sigh* so anyway, the one who took my order was an old guy.. eek.. and y y y?!!!! we started a convo!!! grrrrrrr!!! y him?!!!!!?? huhuhuhu! i was wearing a blouse with the letter k on it and then when he asked for my name for the frap.. i said "serah" [haha] and then he said "what's the k for?" haha! and then i said "well there weren't any S's.. so.." and then he said "hehe! i'l take the k!" hahahaha! dear me!!!! if that was daniel!!!!! oh my!!! i will not end that convo! hahahaha! so anyways..

-at the table in starbucks-
*enter cutie wearing a yellow shirt and a trucker cap* OH MY GAWD!! he's such a cutie!! anyway, jeanette and i exchanged looks! just by that! we already know what it means! HOT-STUD-ALERT! hehehe! so anyway, we didn't know that that cutie wearing a yellow shirt and a trucker cap also kinda works there.. or at least he filled out an application form..but that's not the point! the point is he's friends with daniel!!! so anyway!! HERE'S THE PUNCH LINE! LISTEN UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
btw, the cutie wearing a yellow shirt and a trucker cap sat beside our table! and then daniel went over to him sooo kinda getting a closer look! omg! he's totally hot!!!! anyways, jeanette was telling me a story and i was really looking straight at her but still i can see what's happening to daniel. hehe!

DANIEL: u know u really look familiar *walking to our table* [remember: he already said that to me before!]
then me?!! im such an idiot!!!! i already knew! that he was talking to me! only i realized it tooo late!!!!!! grrrrrrrr! i was sooo sad!
DANIEL: *looking at the table of ours* oh she's studying nevermind
CUTIE WEARING YELLOW SHIRT AND A TRUCKER CAP: u think u always know everyone!

HAHAHA! my gawd!!! they're soo hot!!!!

and im like: "WHAT THE HECK JUST HAPPENED!!!? DID DANIEL JUST TALKED TO ME AND I REALIZED IT TO LATE?!!!!!? SHIT!!!! CRAP!!!!!!!! IT HAPPENED SOOO FAST!!!!!!" <---i said that in my mind

i was sooo close into calling him by name!!!! like "DANIEL!! WHAT?!!! WHAT DID U SAY?!" the thing is! he'll be like "ok, how do u know my name?!" u know!?! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! huhuhuhu!

and then i told jeanette about it and then she laughed! hahahahaah! i just lost that once in a lifetime event!!!!!!! SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!

MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL BE THERE!!! FOR REAL!!!!! DAMN IT!!!!!!!!! I NEED TO GET IT ON WITH HIM! HAHAHAHHAHAHAA!

i was really sad and upset about it! upto now!!! to my desperation, as soon as i got home! i searched friendster for daniel! hahaa! shitas! how desperate could i get?! i know it's not good! but hello! i was really! u know. grr!!! to my dismay, no daniel!!!! SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I NEED TO GET OVER IT!!!!! MONDAY!!! PLEASE!!! DANIEL!!! TALK TO ME AGAIN!!!!! HUHUHUHUH! ur soo foine!!!! hahahahaha!

it's saturday! and i went shopping again. what's new?! tss. it's the only getaway-slash-therapy i could get since for a year now, i havent gone into a REAL GIMMICK! --- night out with friends

we were suppose to go to san fo today to visit my grandma in the hospital but the plan was sooo weird and.. well, we didnt go.

what are the things i bought you ask?

1. a pink reversable dress
2. a blue dress
3. a green blouse
4. a grey long sleeves blouse
5. a blue blouse
6. a shell necklace
7. the fifth element dvd
8. blue flip flops
9. multi colored flip flops
10 yellow-green flip flops

YES YES! IM DEFINITELY FEELING THE SPRING BEBE!!!!

ok. so i SOOO NEED TO GET A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MEAN SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haaay! i was sooo tired last night so i didn't get to write here. so, today? imma write. first things first! it's a world record that my college buddy john and i didn't get to talk for 2 straight days! hmm.. second, i went to vacaville to look at the store RUE 21 coz they're on sale.. the sunday message got to me.. coz it's about managing money wisely with the help of God..so anyway, i still went to that store and bought ONE novelty shirt that says; SPOILED ROTTEN hahaha! yep yep! u betcha! and one floral-y skirt. how nice! and my mom bought 2 blouses for her. hehehe! how coo.. imagine my mom shopping at a teens store?! hahaha! hmm! then at 3PM!!!!!! [coz the plan was supposed to be at 1pm!!!] goodness! we went to san fo to visit our grandma. she's in pain. pls pray for her. please please please! i had a good time... still. no one compares to the "good times" with ur friends!

my night post is this.[duh] there's this lesson in math that im not literally getting! im actually surprised when our math teacher dismissed us 45 mins early today! haha! how cool! and im pretty sure that will only happen once. haha! so anyway jeanette and i stayed to discuss the things that made us really indifferent. err. yea.

starbucks was no fun today coz ken and daniel weren't there! grr! very disappointing. so jeanette and i didn't stay there.. haha! u can really tell that we're only there for the boys! hahahaha! go0dness!

umm. i actually like kitkat's new layout! well, lemme rephrase that.. i always like kitkat's layouts but there's just something different about it now.. maybe because her face is on it? hahaha! naah. but seriously! that girly muff is sooo freakin` talented!

shiyat!!!!!! no classes tom! what am i gonna do?! hmm! well as the bible said, "don't worry about tomorrow because tomorrow will worry about itself." ok!

the hiphop auditions will already be this wednesday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think im actually gonna go! just by thinking about it makes me nervous already. goshhhhhhhh!!!! the second thing im scared of is that the commitment itself.. i dunno.. i don't even wanna talk about it now.

shux.

HOLY COW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! on my way to starbucks!!!!! i saw my 2nd crush from my math class WALKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! as in literally walking on the highway!!! NOT FREEWAY!!!! HIGHWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i noticed him from afar and when i actually got a closer look.. i looked away immediately. i dunno y?! grr! i hate that feeling u know?! like! getting embarassed for someone!?!! shittasssssssssssssssssss! i dunno what to do! then on my way back to the college after starbucks.. he was already a mile away from the place that i saw him walking.. still. walking! under the heat of the sun and man!!! i wouldn't survive.. ok. im such a bitch and all that.. but my point is this! it just shows that u don't have to be embarassed of not having almost everyone has. u know?! i know it's odd and weird to be saying this.. but! UGHH!!! i couldn't care less!

grrrrr!!!! im kinda pissed! good thing kitkat's here right now!
here are the reasons why im pissed:

1. kings lost over nets
2. cant understand this certain lesson in math
3. hiphop auditions tom! total pressure!
4. my mp3 transfer file thing wont work
5. my globe fone won't work anymore, my contract expired
6. i can't watch america's top new model now since my fcukin tv broke down on me! shiyetttttt!!! ive been waiting for this episode pa naman! lamu un?! nakakainis!!!!!

*sigh*

i like my gym today. i lost 600+ calories. instead of just 500+.. i think i'm going up.. haha! i just hope i maintain it..eventhough i only go to the gym for like twice a week now coz of my sch

american idol was awesome! best top 12 ever! latoya london, jasmine trias, matthew, george huff, diane, jon paul and fantasia got my vote! totally! i used to like camille velasco but when i saw her tonight... shit.. i mean.. she's not YET a star but i'm definitely feeling her head becoming BIG!!!! u know what i mean?! grr! i dunno...! she just lost my vote.

no one tree hill tonight!

no the oc tom!

*sigh*

God help me! and my grandma to0! please! =/

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! this day is all smiles. well.. more or less. maybe because today is st. patrick's day and pretty much everyone is happy pinching! lol oh i dunno. i wore green today ok?!!! john said he will wear his ninja turtle thingie!! but today!! he didnt! so i pinched him! HAHAHAHAHA! poor poor poor! he deserved it!

this layout made by KITKAT is just soo fawkin fabulous!!!!!! soo gorgeous! soo awesome!!!! yay! we're soulmates! proof? she's got a cinderella keychain that i didn't know of.. and i have a cinderella keychain that she didn't know of!!!! now! tell me!!! huh huh huh!!! i just love her! of course not in a lesbian way u pervs! hehe!

today was hella hot! auditions for the hiphop dance troupe was ok. shit!!! it wasnt my best performance...! i mean.. ok! i know i can do better!!!! it just went soo fast!!!!! i mean one second.. i was just there sitting-waiting..the next thing u know.. im already there! dancing my ass off! shit!! i made a lot [and i mean A LOT] of mistakes!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaah! still, not to be boastful or arrogant at all.. but.."compared" to like 3 of the people who auditioned.. i think i have a better chance.. coz the director will be taking 10-15 dancers. the dance troupe is called synergy btw.

OMG!!!! i just realized!!!!!!! IF i made the hiphop dance troupe.... that means i'm gonna be late for math every single class!!! shiyet!! noooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!! ok 2 out of 3 meetings i will be late for it!!! the dance troupe meets every monday and wednesday at 2-3pm!!! my math class starts at 3pm!!!! go0d grief!

aaah heck! i wouldnt worry about it until im really accepted.

i have a coming up math long test on friday!!!! g0od Lord! help help!

tom's thursday and i have a meeting with this yolanda lady. PLUS!!! THERE'S NO ENGLISH TOM!!!!!! COULDN'T BE HAPPIER!!! YAY!

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tanginaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!! nabura lahat ng kwento ko!!!! eh ang haba haba na nun!!!!!!!!!! punyeta!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nakakabaliw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! naiinis ako!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shit!!!!!! leche kang tabulas ka!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrr!!! ang haba haba eh!!!!!!!

fuck it! well might as well write it all over again! shit shit shit!

1. i never thought i could drive THAT far. i went to vallejo. to meet my friend nore. and to give my condolences to her friend who just died coz of colon cancer. all in all. there were 5 boys. and 2 girls [me and nore] 1 was nore's friendly friend.. who turned out to be my friendly friend to0! hi joseph! haha! 2 were from vallejo. dodi.. and this other guy. hehe sowee and them 2 HOT HOT HOT guys! allen [my type] and gops [nore's type] here's the punchline: we had fun! allen and gops are soo gala and lakwacheros we soo want them to notice us [nore and me].. hahahahaha! but when ther was a chance.. it's either we're out.. or theyre out! nore and i ate at red ribbon btw. she paid for me! shit! im soo embarassed! thanks nore! and when im about to leave.. they just arrived from.. well i guess.. red ribbon to0! hahahahahaha! jk i dunno! nore told me that gops was missing again [this was when i was on the freeway driving home] turns out.. gops drove allen home. what im thinking is that allen wasnt in any mood coz i was gone already! hahahahaha! im kidding! but! there's a chance! jk again! nore told me
"oi dodi likes u! hahaha!" i just laughed! and i told her its ok for her to give him my number. hahahha! goodness! but i like allen! shitass! he's sooo gwapo!!!!!!!

2. i picked up my mom.. on my way there!! inside the base!! shitasss!!! i saw danie's pick up!!! shit shit shit! now i know where he lives! hahahahahaha! yay! and then.. i told her about me driving alone to vallejo.. she was upset at some point but she accepted it! and it's not big of a deal! but i gave her my word i wont do it again. *cross fingers*

3. i applied for a job today. at big 5. it's a store like toby's.. something like that.

4. my meeting with yolanda was fine.. she was late!!! grr!! talk about american time!

5. talking to johann tonight!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!! *blush* *blush* i so0 miss him!!!!! he told me about his first day in karate! and RYCH was there!!!!!! that 7 yr old kid which i just couldnt leave!!!!! hehehe! he went staright to johann and hugged him!! awwwww! the scene!!!! shitassssss!!!!!!! rych and johann!!!!!!! together!!!! omg!!! im in heaven!!!!!! i soo wanna be with him right now!

it happened this morning. i was at the freeway.. on my way to school. slow moving because it was traffic! i was at the right side--meaning the slow side--of the freeway. i'm very close to my exit.. then i heard a screeching sound.. next thing i know.. i jerked forward and if i wasnt wearing my seatbelt.. i would be dead right now. coz, i jerked forward really hard.
think of it this way. if you saw the movie xmen1, the part where rogue told logan to wear his seatbelt.. and then BOOOOOM!!!! that would have been me if i wasnt wearing my seatbelt!

the old lady hugged me and said sorry. i managed to have a smiling face and said "IT'S FINE. [wtf was i thinking?!!!] the important thing is.. we're both alive." she gave me all her information. she asked for mine to0.

i still drove my way to school. shocked. terrified. scared. when i got a parking spot. i immediately called my mom and told the whole story.
the saddest part about it???????? before i left. my mom told me not to use the freeway.. still i disobeyed her.. now look what happened.

i just cried. my first class... my face was literally red and u can tell that my eyes are swollen.

upto now when i got home. CRIED.

i know. im such a cry baby. sorry

i'm just... schoked upto now. i cant bare to be inside this car again. at least not for a while.. i dunno. i guess i have to conquer my fears.

thank God no one was hurt. i take this as a lesson.

btw. i made it! i am now part of SYNERGY. the college's hiphop dance troupe! [somethign to smile about]

well i went to san francisco yesterday.. to visit my grandma. she's fine! and i'll keep on praying that she'll be fine all the way! we took pictures.. but i wont post it here! hehehehe! i was this close to have my x-ray for my whiplash.. but.. i have to have a doctor's order. shitas. soooo arte. i saw a very cute male nurse!!!! go0dness!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he's hot!!!!!!!!!!!! not to mention.. a nurse!! dude, millionare na un!!! hahaha! i wont go into detail coz u guys might post a comment that i'm such a flirt! hahahahhahahahhaha! IM NOT A FLIRT!

lets see...

---went to church [check!]
---ate lunch at a vietnamese resto [check!]
---gone to the mall [check!] ... bought some skirts and a blouse
---went to wallmart [check!]
---gone to the grocery [check!]
---got gas! [check!]

im living the simple life.

monday again. err. i danced for like 3 times today. acutally... from now on, i will dance thrice during mondays and wednesdays coz i got hiphop class, modern dance.. and that synergy dancre troupe thing. aaaah!!! hectic!!!! damn. well today was our first meeting for synergy... man.. we were only 8 and originally.. we're 13 but some people didn't come. how rude. i mean come on.. if they're gonna audition.. might as well be commited to it.. u know what i mean?! so anyways, we watched some videos.. and then did our first choreographed dance.. to be added on.. on wednesday of course. ooh! for my hiphop class, oh my! we did this student choreographed thing.. and i was chosen to be the next student to have an 8-count move.. at first i was really SHY and hesitant.. but shasssh! i did it anyway.. and then.. yea.. it turned out c0ol. and then my teacher talked to me.. and she said something like "see? u can do it.. blahblahblahblah... why were u shy?" I COULDNT SAY YES!!!! i said "nahh.." then she said "what? u couldn't trust yourself?" and i said "yea" *with a geeky smile.* shitas. hahahahaha!

erm. i just read kitkat's tabulas.. and man oh man! she sounded really happy and satisfied. only paolo can do that to her. actually.. no.. only ME. hahahahahah! jk! but yea.. she is blooming! with me?? she's LANTA. hahahahahahaha!

my mom and i had a fight this morning because of my car and the insurance.. and all that.. i dunno.. PROBLEM + GRUMPINESS IN THE MORNING = NOT A GOOD COMBINATION. but we made out later on.

this afternoon when i got home from school, our answering machine has 2 messages and so i played them and the 2 of them were for me!!!! [IT'S A MIRACLE!] HAHAHAHAHA! the first one was about that dover thing... so i called them up and yea.. now it's c0ol! the second one was from.................. GUESS ..................
A JOB INTERVIEW HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! WELL!! ARENT U GUYS PROUD? OF ME?!!!!!!??? I APPLIED FOR A JOB at BIG 5 SPORTING GOODS. [like toby's.. store's like that] OH MY.........!!! my interview is tom at 1pm!!!!!! so i called him back [i have been calling him like for 3x now coz he's got a lot of customers.. finally on the third time.. he got to talk to me] so he said he will quiz me on my math skills! [OH GOD!] and stuff.

man. i dunno. Lord help me!! please please please!
today was windy. hmm. ooh! i ran to my math class today again! damn. SHIT!!!! i got 81 over 100!!!! man!!!!! i dont like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i know i can do better!!!!!! last time i got 100 over a 100 and now!!!?!?? what happened! shitass!!!!! i better study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! man oh man!!!

yep yep! u read that right!! now it's black!!!! my original color.. it's been years that im a brunnette.. now.. im taking pride to have a black hair. i just need to get used to it again.. i mean it is my natural color.

I GOT THE JOB!!!! shit. im really terrified!!! my boss is.. err ok.. well i can tell he is demanding and admitted that he is hot tempered! great! NO FLIRTING [like i would really! tss!] DRESSCODE IS CLOSED TOE SHOES-SEMI FORMAL [grr] my sked? i stiil need to fix that!

im doin my english paper due on thursday tonight [i know i know.. im such a nerd] but my sked is beginning to be hectic!!!!

the job, the synergy, my school... dang. add the car problem.. man!!!!!

Lord i know you're gonna help me with this one!

im so tired. my sched is beginning to be hectic!!! for real!
mondays-wednesdays-fridays: i have 2 dance classes, 10am-12noon then.. go to the math lab with john at 12:30 and then at 1:30 i better get dressed for synergy! we meet at 2-3pm and then 3pm-4:45 pm math!! see what i mean?!!! plus i have to walk from building to building!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!! IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL COLLEGe?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tuesdays and thursday.. i have only one class. and those days were supposed to be my gym days.. but since i NOW have a job... i think.. i wont have any time for myself... shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! though i MY BOSS and i havent had a real talk about my days and hours.. but im going for that.. after all, im only applying for a part time job.. argh i dunno!!! PLUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SYNERGY IS THINKING TO ADD ANOTHER MEETING!!! I MEAN [and i know we really need to coz we only meet twice a week and its only for an hour] WHERE WILL I SQUEEZE THAT EXTRA SHIT??????????????? man. IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL HECTIC??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?

I LOVE THE OC!!!!!!!!!!! shitasssssss!!!!!!! paris hilton!!! u mah girl man!!!! hehehe! seth i love u!!!! eew eew eew luke!!!! marissa.. err.. old news. ryan.. err.. same...! hehe! man, last 6 episodes of the season.. it's gonna be tough!!!

AMERICAN IDOL!! shit man!!! camille velasco should have been gone!!! instead.. matt rogers was the next am idol to vominoze! man..! grr! hate that girl.........!! shitas.

anyways. our school newspaper.. my name was there! hahahahahaha!
how geeky and funny! i showed it to my mom and what do u expect!! she highlighted my name and she said she's gonna send it back to manila for my bros and my dad to see!!!! HOW SHOWBIZZ!!! hahaha! eew eew eew!

i actually woke up this morning and found out my grandma is gonna be operated... at first it was very critical because she's already 88 years old and come old people couldnt just recover from a surgery.. u know what i mean? so my mom and i prayed hard for her!! turns out.. after the surgery.. she was still alive! yay! thank u LOrd!

man. i dunno. it sucks to be me.

i was on my way to the parking lot. it was quarter to twelve and i was walking under the rain... therefore, students are still in class so pretty few people were out.

so i was walking in that "ghost-town" college of mine until
some guy shouted..

HIM: excuse me!!

me? well i continued walking coz i wasnt really sure if he was talking to me.. actually.. i hurried walking.. HAHA! but then i didn't make it obvious.
after a while.. the guy shouted again..

HIM: excuse me!!

finally!!! i knew he was talking to me and so i stopped and turned around and saw an african american dude.. then i said

ME: yes???

then he didnt answer but he walked up to me and said

HIM: man, u must be cold huh? u're wearing a skirt and it's rainin!
ME: yea.. i wore the wrong thing today.
HIM: *laughs* do you mind if i walk you to your car
ME: *in my mind--yes i do mind* sure why not

so, we're walking already..together. eek.

HIM: so where are you from?
ME: fairfield, you?
HIM: frisco..
ME: *shocked* whoa! that's hella far! what are you doing here?
HIM: hehe yea.. well i've been here for four years now.. what about u?
ME: about a year.. what's your name?
HIM: carl
ME: hello carlk im sarah *shake hands*

then he asked a question that made me reply: the philippines

HIM: so do u know jonah?
ME: no...
HIM: she's my friend.. she's from the philippines too
ME: ohhh.
HIM: do you miss being there?
ME: i miss it coz of my friends.. but i'm kinda liking it here now
HIM: yea.. jonah misses it too because of that but yea.. she likes it here
ME: yea.
HIM: so i was just wondering maybe we could trade numbers
ME: *trying to not look weird so i changed the subject* you'll see my car, it's wrecked.. coz i just got into an accident last week
HIM: ooooh!

finally! we reached my car!!! [thank you Lord] and i pointed the back of my car and

HIM: ooooooh!!! that hurts! *touching my rear bumper*
ME: i know.. it's hanging.. i was trying to get it out but.. it's just too hard.. so.. the insurance is still working on it...
HIM: are you in a hurry?
ME: yea.. i have to drop off my mom at her work.. she doesnt wanna drive... [of course that's a lie!]
HIM: ooh.. well yea.. we could change numbers...

shit! i had no way out! so finally! i gave in! man!!!! i should have said MY BOYFRIEND! not to procrastinate or anything.. but.. argh!

ME: ok..well you can just get mine now... *signalling i dont want his*
HIM: nah.. do u have a paper?
ME: yea hold on.. *getting a paper*

and then i ripped a paper from my binder and cut it into half and then we
wrote our numbers..

HIM: *kneeling down* and maybe we could hang out!
ME: yea.. *still writing*

gawd im such an idiot! i should learn to say no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE BIG NO!
but i didn't.. DUDE!!! i was THIS close writing john's number!!! haha! he would have been pissed! or just by faking a number.. but i didn't! then we traded it..

HIM: *walking away* well i really hope this is your number
ME: haha! well it is my number! *in my mind---i wish it wasnt!*

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!! u guys know.. im not into those stuff! so what am i gonna do?? il just fake a boyfriend..


MOVING TO OTHER STUFF
the gym! yay!! i loved it! there were like 4-5 gwapoz. wo0t w0ot!

1. see the movie THE PRINCE AND ME
2. see the movie HARRY POTTER: the prisoner in azkaban
3. study math coz i got a quiz
4. learn how to say NO
5. save up money if i want to buy a new camera phone
6. get thin
7. brush up my social skills
8. talk to my coach [synergy]
9. sleep now
10. talk to kitkat

there are so many surprising things that happened to me yesterday. i was soo overwhelemd that's why i didn't get to write here last night. first up, my car. finally the insurance followed it up and then we brought it to that autoshop and then next thing we know! we're driving a 2004 HYUNDAI SONATA back home! man oh man! complete with the sunroof and all! dude, i was totally feeling it! hahahaha! the sad thing is though.. i can't drive it.. since it's only car rental [like, exchange for my car coz i had to leave it at the autoshop until it gets fix.] and drivers should only be 25 years of age and above! shitass!!!!! so im gonna use my mom's suv and then her?!!!!!? shit!!! she gets to use that JAGUAR looking thing!!!! complete with sunroof!!!! man man man!

second? well, party till midnight at san fo. kareoke. hahahaha! so.. now u know why i didnt get to write here.

today? we went to the mall. and then. that's about it. and then bought some "work-clothes" for me. nye?! hehe!

third, i have a math quiz tom and i'm too lazy.

OOH OHH OHH! SHITASSSS! THAT CARL DUDE!!! CALLED ME UP!!!! GOOD THING MY FONE WAS OFF!!! SO I JSUT LISTENED TO HIS MESSAGE THAT HE LEFT ON MY VOICEMAIL! he wants to meet up TODAY!!!! im like! heck no. sorry im soo bad

im soo pissed off! the insurance told my mom that the cost of the parts for my car is more expensive than the whole value of my car!!! so, the possible result is that the insurance will just have to pay me for the whole car... and i don't want that! besides the fact that if that happens, i will lose my car and with the payment they're gonna give me.... i can't buy a car with such tight money!!! LORD GOD! please help me!! i leave it all to you!

dance dance dance! it's coming along! sad thing is though... im all bruised from that "breakdancing" that we need to do. i need kneepads! im soo sore!

starbucks! yay! ken was there!!! FINALLY HE ASKED FOR MY NAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THEN WHEN I CHECKED IF HE WROTE IT ON THE CUP.. IT WASNT THERE! hahahahahhahahahaha! woooooot woooooot!

so anyways, the 2nd cutie from my math class sat beside me today!!! i was totally feeling it! hahaha! until!!!! at the end of the class i went to the ladies room and then saw a BIG ZIT on my nose!!!! fucking shit!!!! bull shit!!! im soo embarassed! but hey!!! what's done is done!!!!

y me!!!!!!! huhu!!!!! son of a b**** mens!!!! please go out already so that all my zits and bruises will be gone!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!