Got stains on my shirt

yup this friday is one hilarious friday. y? well read on!

1. my math teacher didn't show up for class
heck yea! it's funny because it's not like him.. u know? ok so the school's policy is to give teachers like 15 minutes more if they hadn't shown to class yet.. so at 3:15.. a couple of people left.. while us [the patient ones] sat! we gave him like 10 minutes more! so that's it. my butt is really itching and wanting to go home! so at 3:25pm.. i grabbed jeanette and told her! LET'S GO!!!!! MOVE!!! I DONT WANT TO STAY HERE! AND I TOLD HER TO HURRY UP WALKING BECAUSE WHAT IF WE SEE OUR TEACHER WALKING TOWARDS US! U KNOW?! so anyways. there.

2. jeanette and i got hit on
we were about to leave starbucks [we're in my car ok?] and remember.. i had my roof out so.. it's like a convertable now.. anyways, it was traffic.. and then there's this truck that let us pass through! so we were like "thank you thank you!" u know?! like the hand...! argh u know what i mean.. so anyways.. when we were exiting going to the college.. the truck was still behind us.. and honked at us like thrice! and the guy on the passenger seat of the truck put his hand out and gave his "can i get a ride?" hand... u know? like the hitch thing! and then jeanette and i were like "eeew! perves!" haha! u know. and then jeanette said "those guys must think we're cute.." then i said "well, sorry we're not!" and jeanette said "WHERE NOT?!!!!?" then we laughed! hahahahaha! and then jeanette told me that guys like that are not cute coz guys who do that are most of the time not cute! duh! well u know!

umm what else. well i drove to vallejo with my mom and tita. i let them do their grocery... i am soo impatient with that kinda thing! but i tend to keep my cool.

umm what else! nhoj ate my fries!!!! lol! but i let him! coz i swear i couldn't oredy!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY DAD IS COMING HERE THIS SUNDAY!!!! I MISS HIM SOO MUCH! I MISS HOLDING AND TOUCHING HIS BIG BELLY! LOL!

YES!!!!!! our dance director gave us 2 day offs! this friday and the coming monday!

and what else.. umm! oh oh! our church moved oredy to the new building! wooooooo!!!! soo fabulous!

well... pictures are all new on my friendster and myspace. and today i joined facethejury.com thanks to john! *sarcasm* jk

bought 11 shirts, 2 skirts and 1 shorts [hello: i have a job now]

well. it's confirmed! im the official driver ofd my mom. today, we went to vacaville.. im soo tired.. aaaaah!

i joined bangme.net again.. so?

umm, my dad is on the plane now! Lord guard him please! be with him! thank you! ims oo excited tomorrow i dont even know what im gonna wear! not only that my dad is coming here but our church has this new bldg! wee!

i finally started my english paper. i still have the problem of choosing.. cme or gig? i guess im gonna choose the cme first! hello! studies first!

my bro told me that my dad is bringing with him the sony clie! yey! the new cam fone and my hs yearbook! woooo! soo happy! thank u thank u!

FINALLY!!!!!!! I GOT MY PERIOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SOO HAPPY! duh who wouldn't be? after waiting and waiting and waiting.. and the fact that u were getting signs that ur period is coming but then it didn't come on that expected date?!!!!?? im starting to think that i was pregnant! but how can that happen when im still a v?? u know? so it was hella weird! but now! yey!!! FIRST DAY! AND I AM PROUD!

church today was awesome! HE is awesome! it's really beautiful!

well. my mom is pissed off at me. [again] {me = selfish, according to her}
i admit that i am at times. sorry

yey!! my dad is coming in just 3-4 hours!!!!! HOW COOL IS THAT! i super miss him! we're going to the airport to pick him up

spurs vs lakers game is on. john and i have a bet.. if the lakers win, he'll give me 50 cents.. but if the spurs win, il give him 50 cents. haha! the thing is.. as much as i want the spurs to win, i want the lakers to win because in that way, kings can easily beat them! u know! argh! it's hella complicated! but it's at though! i still want that kings jersey no matter what!

so i bought dvd of blue crush [finally i will get to see it] and the 5th installation of meg cabot's princess diaries! wooooheee!

and there's this hispanic guy who talked to me in spanish. and im like "huh?" i guess he was asking if im spanish.. but then i think he understood at the look on my face that i wasn't and so i think he said no in spanish and walked away. lol! hispanic people. very funny. then at his second attempt to talk to me again.. he's like following and then saying spanish words.. WHAT CAN HE DO EH I CAN'T UNDERSTAND NGA! he's like nagpaparinig. (translation: talking loudly so that the person[me] can hear that they are talking about you) only i don't understand their languange! THAT'S IT! NEXT SEM!!!! I WILL ENROLL FOR SPANISH!!!!

first incident is at starbucks! jeanette and i talked about meeting at starbucks and getting our fraps. i was the firt one who arrived and there was this CUTE GUY [daniel look a like, but it wasnt him], well we talked!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! at last! i found my mate! hahaha! i mean.. if jeanette has ken.. i have him! lol! we talked.. for real! and it was not just any other talks! it was like "so how r u?" "what going on for u today?" "did u go to any of HS here? coz u look really really really familiar" all i know is that my heart is bump bump bump! hehehehehehe! omg! so when i got my mocha frap, i sat at one of the couches and then i saw ken coming! and when he passed by me.. i was reading a mag and when i looked up and saw him.. i can tell he immediately looked away.. but milliseconds later "hey sarah" *waves hand* me? "hey there!" hahahaha! what a dork! i know! i really need to brush my social skills! im dead serious! when jeanette came in, they talked to jeanette too! but the daniel look a like is mine! DONT BE STEALING MY MAN! hehehehe!

second? well, math class. haha! our usual seat was taken! damn it! so we sat on different seats.. the point is.. much more social-ing going on! haha! jeanette might have found a new guy. me? friends of course! and im happy with that! but i can see the chem between ian and jeanette. well, not love.. but u know.. being good friends! at the end of the class [btw, our math teacher let us out hella early!] jeanette has to go to the library and me? on my way to the parking lot. ian and his friend and i passed by each other! and he [ian] kinda shouted my name like "saaaaaraaaah" he was mocking john cusack from the movie serendipity.. i was laughing he asked me "hey have u see the movie serendipity?" i said "yea *smile turned to laugh*" then he mocked him again! lol! hella cool guy! but not my type! jeanette's type obviously! my type is the guy who always comes in late! jeanette said he's not even cute! haha! well good thing we both have different tastes so that we wont fight over men. altho at some point we do have the same tastes! hehe!

third, my friend alejandro made me a deal.. i will not tell in here. hehe! coz im too shy. he let me on this guilt effect. coz i was promising him that before i leave.. we will do this we will do that.. but it never happened. haha! so sad. so there. 7 mins.

fourth, my friend bojie. i miss him. we just talked a while ago through ym.. he's in canada.. stil he's such a good friend. how come i didn't realize that when i had a chance? oh well. it's ayt! everything happens for a reason

fifth, john hella wants my pda. haha! he's begging! cute ass! we went to the library before our class.. we checked on our friendster, bangme, facethejury.. all those net geeky stuff. when he saw mine, he's like "damn, u get like a lot of mails and requests.. and stuff" *hint* gusto ko ng sabihin....................FOR KITKAT TO KNOW.

ok. so that's my trail of boys today.

lets go to girls.. i talked to aizza today. she's at daly city. far far away place!

KITKATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!! WHERE ARE YOU!!!!!!! DAMN IT!!! i freaking miss u so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 things i got from my dad's arrival:
1. my hs yearbook
2. sony clie
3 nokia 3650 [i think] cam fone <----pisses me off coz it wont work here!

im hella free coz i finished my paper early since i started it lats weekend! hehe!

today at work i used my new LV bag. u know? the white thingie and the prints of LV are of different colors. so i put it in my locker and didnt really locked it.. so technically.. the door locker was kinda open..it's ayt coz we trust everybody. then when im about to leave.. so i got my stuff right? and my co worker said "you must be rich.." then i said "haha! y?" and then she said "u have a louis vuitton bag" then our 2nd assistant manager said "i was gonna say.. i saw it in the locker and i asked greg 'GREG [our 1st asst manager], WHO HAS A LOUIS VUITTON BAG THAT WORKS FOR BIG5?'" hehe! then i just laughed.. i dont wanna be cocky so i just said "they were a gift from my mom" hehe! then i told my parents about it and my mom told me that if theyre gonna question me that how come i could afford so much like that.. she told me that i should just say "we're priveledged back home in manila.. blah blah blah" argh i dunno. i won't make a big deal out of it

then there was this customer who is extrememly hot [for me] and we kinda talked and would u guys believe that he's still in HS?! senior! he said "so how was ur day?" and i said "hella boring and hot" and he said "yea.. me to0.. and tired" and i asked him "y?" then he said "working out" and i said "oh u go to the gym?" and he said "nahh in sch" and i asked him "do u go to solano?" and he said "no.. im still in HS.. senior" and i told him *shocked* "really? u look like a college guy" [coz really he did!] and he said "nah.. im still in HS.. but i will be in college some day!"
and i said "hehe yea" but in my mind! 'ohh yea! and im gonna wait for u!' haha! and i asked him what school he's in now and he said "fairfield high" and he asked me and i said "*smirking* philippines" and he said "really?! how was it?" i said "pretty good. hehe" aaaah! it was just kept on going! hehehe!

so when i went home from my work i noticed that my mom and my dad arent home. so i checked my fone.. turns out.. they were on a date. hehe


anyhow, this friday.. i will go to scandia. yep the mini golf place to hang out with my co workers! yay!!!!!!

the final episode of the oc is soo sad!! i was totally crying! huhuhuhu! no more the oc! they would be back though.. in the fall. grr.

well, someone asked us [jeanette and i] out.. hehe! to the movies.. i dunno. im soo sad ryt now coz of the oc.

my boss called my house today to ask if i could fill in for andrea [her closing cashier tonight] coz she can't make it coz of a death in her family. well i told her.. i can't to0! i just don't want to! coz i have school the next morning.. u know.. all that stuff plus im gonna close tomorrow night. u know? argh! i dunno.

tom, we'll be performing at the theater.. synergy i mean. im not all up for it coz i have my period.

my dad's fone is already working, sadly.. the fone is rejecting my sim! damn it!

soo sad!

yup! it's certain! tonight is the night! so many things ahppened yesterday that i didnt get to update this coz i guess i was just soo oeverwhelmed and stuff. plus i worked till 10pm last night. so anyways. i closed with one of the cutest guys in my work.. but hello! he's committed. so cross him out! hehe! and andrea [my co worker, who is the RSVP for the party tonight] said that it's gonna push thru and maybe after scandia [the mini golf place] we might go to her house.. i dunno. depends.

and the other cute guy will also come! aaaaaah! im hella nervous! a couple more hours till crunch time [the party]

so i saw my next week's sched! damn it! i will close again!!!! grrr! i will miss one tree hill! shit!

umm what else happened? oh oh! early that morning, after our english.. we [me, john and andrew] were walking to the parking lot and right after we separated coz we have different sides of parking.. i crossed this street and a car drove by and shouted "HEY SEXY!" and since i know im the only one who crossed the street, [feeling! but for real!] i turned my head and gave them a look and they even shouted more.. like "yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!" haha! how weird! argh i dunno!

so my mom ahs a party tonight too.. lol! i dunno if she's gonna go! but im encouraging her. my poor dad.. if she goes, he'll be all alone here.. argh i dunno! hey after all! it is a friday!

OMG!!!!! i was in heaven!!! super!!! the cute guy and i.... we were "playin" hahaha! but for real! it was soo fun! we went to scandia first.. err it was cool.. but not that fun.. coz all i did was hoops, air hockey, the motorcycle, bowling... we didn't even get to play golf coz it's so expensive! so when i have my tickets, since it was my first time at scandia.. HE! kinda went with me.. aaah! omg! he went with me to trade off my tickets! yay!

after that we went to andrea's house.. and that's where the "playin" strated..! we were kicking each other's stool.. hehe! i flickered his knuckles.. and popped it! hahaha! aaah! soo hot! he kept on pushing me and all.. he kept on copying my sitting position! lol! i saw his fone! omg [heaven!] i took a pic of him but it's in my dad's fone. hehe!
umm, what else.. all i can say is that he's soo cute! haha! we were 10.. andrea, me, eian, arnel, marie, fred, marie, fred, alex and this guy.. hehe! aaaaah! so as u can see........! partner partner.. jk andrea and her bf, arnel and marie, fred and marie, fred and this dude [haha! well it's true], me and no one.. eian and no one. haha! anyways.. it was soo fun!

i just hate it that i had to leave like at 12.. actually.. i told my mom il be home by 11.. lol! so u can tell that she was pissed when i got home.. anyways.. we were suppose to go bowling at 12.. coz it starts at 12.. and i sooo wanna go coz i love bowling!!!!! when i told them i cant.. i didnt wanna say "coz i would get in trouble.." coz i dont wanna be like a baby.. u know?! [tanigna kasi eh!] so i just told them.. well im going there tomorrow too [today] but then again.. not a good reason. anyways, when i had to leave.. they were like.. noo.. and eian said "WHY?" or something like that.. i cant remember.. and then marie and andrea said.. eian doesnt want u to leave.. marie said eian likes u.. haha! in front of eian and arnel ah! [of course that i heard!] but i didn't let it get through me.. coz i know they had just to say it so that i would stay... im soo pissed! it's sooo BITIN!!! nakakakinis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i didnt really get to sleep last night.. coz i was soo overwhelmed with what had happened last night. to think that i am also going to stars the next day... i dunno. plus i didnt know that the guy that ive been eyeing on didnt go too, coz he has work the next day. anyways, i texted andrea... thanking her for the fun time that we had.. and she told me that the guy ive been eyeing on was also checking me out at scandia [the golf place]

oh my gosh. when i read that.. i just couldnt stop smiling! my only mistake was i didnt get to ask for his.. RATHER THEIR number.. [i mean each one] anyways.. moving on. i should not expect more out of this incident. it will be back to normal... sad but true

so, i was at the mall today and saw a couple of solano college students. we bought my cousin his gift from old navy. a polo shirt and board shorts i think. and stars bowling center was fun! i had 3 strikes! awesome! then we played the arcade.. [again] umm blew the cake.. ate pizza again. umm.. that's pretty much it! it was fun!

tomorrow is mother's day and YUP! i dont have a gift for my mom. so sad. we're going to SF tom to visit our grandma.. she is the mother of all of us.. so u know. hehe.



anyhoo, well il work again on tues... i think the guy ive been eyeing on is gonna be there too! woot woot!

so i told all these to my friend and I THINK he may be the BIG JELLY. lol [u know what i mean girls..] or im just procrastinating too much? coz right after i told him all of that... he didn't have the mood to talk anymore.. argh i dunno. weird soo weird!

anyway.. procrastination is bad sarah!

went to san fo, celebrated mom's day! had fun!

argh!! can't stop thinking about what happened last FRIDAY!!!! waaaaah! LOL!

well anyways, harry potter is on.. the first one..

on may 18.. miracle will be released on DVD! yayyyyy!

kitkat has a new username in tabulas! hehehehe!

im officially one year old here in america. haha!

umm finals is next week! damn damn damn!

I WANT A NEW LAYOUT KITKAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks so much to christel! [www.tabulas.com/~tel_08] for this wonderful layout! yay!

anyway, today was work. and i know "the guy that i was eyeing on" is gonna be there. so anyways.. i was soo nervous coz u know. but when i got there... it's like nothing happened last friday!! so im soo pissed and soo frustrated.. well, he's off at 7pm and im off at 10pm. so anyways, when he clocked out.. he said "ok im out!" and i smirked and he laughed like "HA HA HA!" and i said "luuuuucky!" and we talked some more and i forgot already.. hehe! oh! he asked me when's the last day of my finals and i said the 25th and i asked him and he said the 24th. anyways.. we go to the same college btw.. though i never see him there.. but yesterday i saw his car! yay! anyways, here's the punchline when he was about to leave, he asked me "do you work tomorrow?" and i said "no, thank God" and he had this *frustrated face* that he fought back so i wouldn't notice and he said "well i wont see you this week.. we don't work together for this week" and i said "awww" [lol! sorry but i was really sooo KILIG!] that means!!! he was checking my sched too! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! hahaha! gosh!!! *name*, if only u knew!!!!!!! ahahaha! damn!!!! in conclusion, i think he was only doing what he did to me earlier to maintain aworking environment. and i totally agree with that! but's it's just soo hard! i want his number sooo bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my co worker told me that we will do the night out again next friday, may 21, 2004. gosh!!! i dunno! if my parents wont allow me... im still gonna go! hehe! i dunno! Lord, i lift it up tp you!

CME is this friday! im hella scared!!! after that.. the dance gig at contra costa! LORD! help help help!

now i can definitely feel that i'm a college student!

1. you set your own rules
2. you set your own time
3. YOU ARE THE BOSS!

at first, yeah i was really stuggling to adjust.. it's the survival of the fittest.. or should i say.. the brainiest?!

ONE THING IS CERTAIN! if you screw your schedule up.. YOU ARE TOTALLY REALLY SCREWED!!!!!!!!

me? im halfway screwed! this friday is the cme [cme is a test you take to go to english 1 and if you don't take that test, you wouldn't get into english 1 which is a college english course] scheduled for 2:30 to 4:30 pm. i didn't know until my math class that we're going to have a test about chapter's 7.1 to 7.6 and 9.1 to 9.2 on the same friday! not to mention! my math class is at 3pm!!!!! argh! so anyways, i was uneasy until at the end of my math class. i told my teacher my dillemma and he told me i could make up for it on monday! at class time! thanks zak!

then, the dance!!!!!!!!! it's after the cme! roberto's gonna come with me.. somehow i feel so embarassed coz my dad and my aunt is gonna be in the same car! argh i dunno! and i'll be the one driving!

then, FINALS! i dont even wanna talk about it!!!! soooo tough!!!! shit!

so i saw e__n today...! we only said hi! and that's about it! =/

john.. and only him alone! figured my sony clie out! all of it! that brainiac! hehe! *peace* he'll teach me tom!

KINGS GAME IS ON TONIGHT! DAMN IT! THEY BETTER WIN THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!

FAWKING SHIT!!!! LATOYA LONDON WAS THE ONE WHO GOT VOTED OFF!!!!! DAMN IT!!!!!! SHIT!!!!!!!!!!! SHOUL;D HAVE BEEN YOU JASMINE!!!!!! FAWK!!!!!

*screams* OMG!

andrea [my co worker]: so, fred's [my other co worker] friend likes you.

me: haha! who?

andrea: u know the dude who's name is fred to0?

me: yea..

andrea: well that's him!

me: laughs

andrea: so i talked to eian and told him that sarah and alexis [co worker]
has a crush on you and eian said "well i like sarah more.."
me: *really smiling!!!!!!* *my heart is screaming* (to think alexis was supposed to be the hotchick one! u know?!)

andrea: anyways what are you doing this sunday?

me: nothing.. y?

andrea: well arnel and henry [co workers] are going to play softball [for the city] on sunday afternoon and eian's gonna come to i think u should go to0!

me: *smiling* ok il go!

andrea: so next friday.. the 21st.. we're gonna go bowling! 12 midnight

me: *hesitant* well ok.. we'll see!

OF COURSE I SOO WANNA GO!!!!!!!!!! IT'S JUST THAT I DONT THINK MY PARENTS WOUDL ALLOW ME! SHIT!!! HELP U GUYS!!!!! IM 18 NOW! DUH!! WHAT DO U GUYS DO WHEN THIS SORTA THING HAPPENS TO YOU?

i dont wanna be cocky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CME IS TOMORROW! AND I REALLY NEED TO ACE IT!!!!! my teacher just told me! i need to!!! Lord please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the dance for contra costa college is tomorrow to0! after the cme! so, shit!!!!! so many things to do so little time!!!!!!!!! argh argh argh!

first thing's first.
the cme.. it was okay. i finished it! and i think i did pretty good it's all upto the teachers now. and of course to the Lord. i know i can do this!

second.
the gig at contra costa college was soo much fun! i wanna do it again! hey i guess i belong in the stage?? hahahaha! not. but yea, it was fun! it was a dance jam, not a competition. roberto, my teammate rode with me. hehe! he was my navigator! the other performances were sooo go0d and creative! love it!

third.
my palm pilot is still with john! rawr!

fourth.
i have work today at 4:30-10pm! im closing! shitas!

fifth.
im going to vacaville later.. im the driver of my parents!

oh oh!!!! i can't believe i drove 30+ miles last night! just to go to contra costa college. yay! im proud of myself!

see ya later!

OHH SHIT! ALL I NEED TO WORRY ABOUT IS MY FINALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

went to vacaville, bought
2 pairs of shoes. each for $9.99 only. one is nike and one is hurley! dude i swear! it was sooo a bargain! i mean where can u see and get a pair of nike and hurley shoes for only 9.99 bucks?! u know?!

also, i bought 2 blouses [inspired by the polo shirt i chose for my buddy john] and one jeans

i had work today! im soo happy i got off early! even though i closed the store.. coz my boss hella wants to go home early! lol! Yay!

im going to watch a softball game tomorrow with my co workers playing on each team and also, some are gonna watch with me to0!

SHIT! FINALS!!! DARN IT!!!! I NEED TO STUDY!! FOR REAL!!!!!! it's this week!!!!!! argh!

SERIES IS TIED 3-3. im hella scared coz game 7 will be in minnesota! the timberwolves' homecourt! so, u know.. fans do help!

my parents are ruining my life. before i even went here in california. i was soo certain that my future is for the philippines. but now that ive already adjusted and found my niche here in america.. i don't want to experience the incident where i would find my place again. i mean.. it's soo hard to adapt.. it's sooo hard. and now they want to go back home again. i mean.. what the fuck is that?! damn it! they told me.. i will graduate like IN TIME back home but in here.. TSS. im like fuck off! whatever! ou dont even know the system! shit i dunno. im just soo hurting right now. just when i was having my american dream.. then they're gonna take it away.

i dont have the strength to cry anymore. i just dont. it's soo tough and soo sad and soo messed up. i just dont know why they have to bring it up now. WHY NOW?! my finals is this week.. how am i gonna concentrate.. when they said that i thought like "ok.. so i dont have to take my finals then"

i dunno. i just wanna cry and scream. i told john all about this. kitkat was nowhere to be found

the things that happened today.. well, they were no more important in my life.
-things like i watched a softball game today with my friends.
-my friend jeanette has her boy and she had the time of her life
-me getting a's. they dont matter anymore.

iDateCollegeBoys: jeanette?
Coconutgirl2288: yes
iDateCollegeBoys: ok
iDateCollegeBoys: im sad though i may not show it
iDateCollegeBoys: coz my parents is thinking
iDateCollegeBoys: of sending me back to the philippines
Coconutgirl2288: you may not show what? what are you talkinga bout?
iDateCollegeBoys: to just continue my studies there
Coconutgirl2288: what? why?
iDateCollegeBoys: my loneliness
iDateCollegeBoys: lol
iDateCollegeBoys: ok what dont u understand?
Coconutgirl2288: seriously?
Coconutgirl2288: nevermind
Coconutgirl2288: what's going on? i didn't know you were lonely
iDateCollegeBoys: well i dont want to ruin ure moment
iDateCollegeBoys: hehehe
iDateCollegeBoys: anyways
Coconutgirl2288: no, i want to help
iDateCollegeBoys: well not that really lonely
iDateCollegeBoys: but u know
iDateCollegeBoys: anyways
iDateCollegeBoys: ok im lonely coz i dont want to go back anymore since ive already adjusted and found my niche here in fairfield
iDateCollegeBoys: hehe
iDateCollegeBoys: but now.. theyre thinking of sending me back
iDateCollegeBoys: coz they said community colleges takes like hella long
iDateCollegeBoys: for me to graduate
iDateCollegeBoys: u know what i mean?
Coconutgirl2288: yeah
Coconutgirl2288: well community colleges don't take any longer than a CSU or UC
Coconutgirl2288: well what do you want to do?
iDateCollegeBoys: well i wanna stay here
iDateCollegeBoys: u know
Coconutgirl2288: are you happy, honestly?
iDateCollegeBoys: i mean ok at first.. it was really hard to adjust since all my friends were back in the phils right?
iDateCollegeBoys: but now dat i found u guys [aww]
iDateCollegeBoys: u knowww
Coconutgirl2288: right
iDateCollegeBoys: yes
iDateCollegeBoys: i am happy
Coconutgirl2288: lol
iDateCollegeBoys: i mean
iDateCollegeBoys: when i go back.. i just dont want to adapt to a new environemnt again
Coconutgirl2288: yeah
iDateCollegeBoys: i mean.. yea ok.. it is my home land.. or watever
iDateCollegeBoys: but hey ive been gone like for a year
iDateCollegeBoys: and there are a lot of things can happen in that year
iDateCollegeBoys: u know
Coconutgirl2288: yep
Coconutgirl2288: that's definitely true
Coconutgirl2288: look at all that has happened to me in the last month...lol....things can definitely turn around in a year
iDateCollegeBoys: see
iDateCollegeBoys:
iDateCollegeBoys: i dunno
iDateCollegeBoys: jeanette
Coconutgirl2288: sarah i feel bad

iDateCollegeBoys: nooo
iDateCollegeBoys: dont feel baddd
iDateCollegeBoys: i should be the one feeling bad
iDateCollegeBoys:
iDateCollegeBoys: arghhhhhhhh
iDateCollegeBoys: wait a sec
iDateCollegeBoys: hows ur dad btw?
Coconutgirl2288: i feel bad because i know you;re unhappy and i want you to be happy....he's doing fine
iDateCollegeBoys: ok good
iDateCollegeBoys: im unhappy because of this thought
iDateCollegeBoys: yet im happy because im here
iDateCollegeBoys: u know?
Coconutgirl2288: yeah
iDateCollegeBoys: ok wait lemme rephrase that
iDateCollegeBoys: im un happy because sooner or later.. i know i have to leave
iDateCollegeBoys: i just dont know if im gonna come back to study
iDateCollegeBoys: here nemore
Coconutgirl2288: yeah
Coconutgirl2288: you have to do what you know is going to make you happy
Coconutgirl2288: its your life
iDateCollegeBoys: i knowww
iDateCollegeBoys: what's gonna make me happy is staying here
Coconutgirl2288: then tell your parents you want to stay here
iDateCollegeBoys: well they know that i want to stay here
iDateCollegeBoys: i just dont think they will consider it
iDateCollegeBoys: like it matters
iDateCollegeBoys: u know

and it's pe. hiphop. can u believe we have a written test for pe?! shit. i hate my teacher! everbody hates her! and to think she is also my director for the synergy dance troupe. so.. im gonna tell you now. i failed the first part of my exam. the second part was our student choreographed dance and im pretty sure i aced that.. not to be boastful or anything but my group has the best choregraphed piece ever. we have 3 parts. first was koolo, second was if by janet and the last part was scream by janet and michael! sooo awesome!

yay! jesse palmer chose jessica!!! i like her for him!!!

and yes i am going to that midnight bowling with my co workers! woot woot! cutie, here i come! lol! i jsut hope he's gonna be there. oops. i have work tom. from 2 to 730pm only! thank God!

i studied the first 4 chapters for my math today.. tonight rather. it's pretty overwhelming!! but i need it!! i need it soo bad!

still have to settle another exam final. a modern dance one! shit! pain in the ass i tell u!

so im here. woke up early today to meet with my groupmates to finalize our routine for our modern dance finals tom. we did pretty go0d! i jsut wanna get it over with. i still have a math finals after it to0! argh! Lord GOd help me please! after our endless practice, my groupmates and i ate oput at denny's! yay! we had fun! roberto came [he is my teammate in synergy], he rode with me as usual. lol. jk bert0! anyways. yep! gained more calories. again!

so i had work today! and boy oh boy was my inspiration there! *wink* and andrea [our co worker who is trying to pair us up] let me hear his voicemail and his voicemail is funny. it's from american wedding! lol! and i told her that my voicemail was from american pie2! omg! and then andrea was like procrastinating and all like "seriously, what is the chance of 2 people having the same voicemail coming from the same movie?! i mean.. u know." and im like "uhh..**smiling" waaah! and then he was also like "sarah, hi! you didn't say hi!" and i said "i said hi!" and im pretty sure my eye contact earlier was my hi. hehehe! and then a few more incidents happened, like there's one when a customer was leaving and he was in our area and the door is near our area.. and very few co workers of mine aknowledge customers who didnt buy anything from the store leave.. u know!? so i said "bye! *smile*" and eian saw that! and heard it! and he was laughing and i saw him and made eye contact with him and i smirked at him.. and then pretendly i looked away and then i looked at him again and he was still smiling! lol! waaaaaaah! hahahaha!
and then... there was this customer that i was helping.. he was looking for the coleman lantern thingie. and i showed him the lantern and i didnt realize that he only wants the white thing in it, like the one u lit to have a light on. anyways, so i was like "oh! i know i know!" and then i told him "ok follow me sir" [it was an old guy already] i didnt know eian was like 3 feet away from us.. like he was at the back of us.. and then when i started walking, i walked through a very small space.. so i walked in sideview.. and the customer was like "oh im not TOO SKINNY to fit in that" thjen laughs. coz literally.. it was only like a 10-12 inch space. and then eian saw that.. and then he like smirked and i saw him so i smiled at him! lol! oh boy! next thing is that i asked him, "are you going tomorrow eian?" and he said "yes! are you?" and then i said "yes! i wanna go bowling!" and he was like surprised "ure gonna go bowling?" and i said "yes y? " anyways. i guess he was surprised coz he didnt think i would go to that midnight bowling thing.

andrea told me that we might watch a movie first then eat pizza. but i think im just gonna go to that midnight bowling thing. hmm. i dunno. i stil have school to worry about.

*sigh* lol!

and then, my parents and i ate out for dinner. we had a serious talk about my attitude towards the "me going home". they are really trying to make me understand that it really has to happen! im still hurt though. im really really hurt!

MAJOR SHIT!!!! BULL SHIT!!!!!! FUCK SHIT!!!!!!

WE'RE NOT GOING ANYMORE!!!! DAMN IT!!! WE AS IN MY CO-WORKERS AND I!!!!!! WE'RE NOT GOING TO VACAVILLE ANYMORE!! COZ THERE ARENT ENOUGH OF US TO HAVE FUN!!!!! SHIT! THOSE BASTARDS!!!!!!!!!

IM HELLA SAD AND DISAPPOINTED!!!! PERFECT TIMING!!! DAMN SHIT!!!!!!!!

jsut got home from the mall with jeanette, ian and mark. we watched shrek 2! it was awesome! soo funny!

earlier that day.. i was again the official driver of my parents. we went to vallejo and met with my aunt there and we ate at her favorite resto. yea.. it was MASARAP! hehehehe

and well that's about it! i guess. oh i got to ride inside ian's car. and his car.. i want it! not to mention it's all leather seats but it's also a stick! argh! i want i want!

and it's official. im really going home this time. to finish my school. i guess ive learned how to accept it now. i just don't know when. i guess before next sem.

THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that my major is not nursing anymore? well it's gonna be engineering! [san ka pa!] where are you?! hahaha! i think it's gonna be chemical engineering. i dunno yet but it's definitely gonna be related with math. coz i think im more comfortable with math than nursing.

so. went to the mall. bopught some stuff. like:

1. hurley sweater from pacsun
2. 2 skirts
3. 1 roxy tank top for...........
4. 2 blouses for my work

and numbers 2 to 4 are from ross [dress for less]

and then we went to walmart. i bought 2 anklets! yay! i dunno y but i remembered christel and kitkat. how weird is that! and then, inspired by eian, i bought the dvd of american wedding. nyahahaha! well, i havent finished it yet.. coz my parents keep on walking in the room.. and hello! it's soo uncomfortable for them to see stifler [my fave] to u know. fcuk himself. nyahaha.

ok. umm and then we went inside the base to get my mom's free pizza.

err. i dunno what's next. im still hurt by the fact that i am really going home. leaving all the cute boys here. hehe! seriously though. i am still aching.. but when i saw joanne's message in my friendster. dude. it lightened me up a bit. but hello. i guess il just have to take it one day at a time. for real.

so john and andrew's bday is coming up. and... i kinda have an idea what im going to give them... but.. i dunno really yet. lol!

and it made me think for a while if tiwns have the same bday. lol! u know?! ow stupid could i get! anyways. going back to the gift. WHAT SHALL I GIVE THEM?! shit. well.. ok, i know i have an idea.. but hello! other options from u guys are still welcome! please!

u know me right? im really thoughtful. ask kitkat and my friends. hehe.

and i cut my bangs. well i still have them.. only shorter.

iDateCollegeBoys: yeyy my mom bought me a hand shredder
iDateCollegeBoys: from k mart hehe
TV before life: waht is a hand shredder?
iDateCollegeBoys: a paper shredder
iDateCollegeBoys: only it's manual
iDateCollegeBoys: like u have to turn this thing around
iDateCollegeBoys: for it to start shredding
TV before life: oh
iDateCollegeBoys: that is soooooo 18th century
TV before life: lol you're too used to the easy life
TV before life: (i know you'll love this)
TV before life: you're just like paris hilton
iDateCollegeBoys: omg.. really?
iDateCollegeBoys: ive waited soo long for u to say that
iDateCollegeBoys: hahahahahahahaha
TV before life: lol

moving on, my tooth hurts! i think it's the gum.. even hurts when i put on my bottom retainer and something touches it like a food or my tongue!!!

and then, i went to the gym today. and boy was i satisfied!!! if u know what i mean!!! gotta love seeing those cute guys working out!!!

TANGINAAAAAAAAAAA!!! NAIINIS AKO!! ANG HABA HABA NA NG TINYPE KO TAPOS BIGLA BA NAMANG NAG RESET!!! TANGINANG COMPUTER TO!!! MAMATAY KA NA NGA!!!!!!!!! SHIT KAAAAAAAAA!!! AS IN ANG HABA NA AH!!! LAMU UN?! IN DETAIL KO KINUKWENTO UNG NANGYARI SAKIN TODAY!!! TAPOS.. BIGLA NALANG NAWAL NG PARANG BULA!!!! FUCKKKKKK!!!

in summary:
1. woke up this morning to go to the grand opening of 99 cents store hopefully being the first 9 customers to get the 19'' sharp tv for only 99 censt but people outsmarted us by camping there during the night.

2. turns out, we just went home coz we dont have the patience and went back to bed and watched miracle that i always watch everyday.

3. dodie called during the movie and i dont want distractions so i didnt answer.

4. andrea called to see if we were still on for the gym. and we are.

5. bought the keychain that jeanette and i saw yesterday

6. andrea was late but it was worth it coz she told me the drama that was going on in our work. God bless her. and i asked him what she think about our boss would do if i tell him about me, not cmoing back

7. there weren't cute boys in the gym damn it! there were a couple but hello.

8. while andrea and i were on the pilates balls. guys are really watching us! PERVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

9. went to the 99 cents store. bought some stuff that we thought we would pay a hundred bucks for, turns out, it was only $45+

10. ate at omodaka. i paid for it!

IM STILL PISSED THAT I WROTE HELLA LONG STORY ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO ME TODAY AND THEN IT JUST WENT OFF!!! FUCK UUUU!

11. andrea called when i was at that 99 cents store and told me that she's feeling better after one of our co workers kinda handled things for her. and asked me to go to charlene and henry's graduation party on sunday! and yes i will! what would be a good bday gift though????? shuxx i hope eian's gonna be there. well. i doubt it. umm. the thing is, im working until 7:30 and the party starts at 2pm. and my work starts at 2pm. hopw cruel is that! i dunno!

so i have a date!!! tom!!!!! with my mom. LOL. gotcha. but hey! my dad is in san francisco spending the night over at his mom [my grandma] so yea. it'll be just me and my mom tom. so we have a date. and then i have work at 5-10pm tom

so i ordered my gift for john and andrew. imma get it on june 3 at 2pm. hmm. i hope they'll like it! but im sure they will.

so umm, today? went to the store where i ordered the gift. and then the gym. shit man, the gym kicked the crap out of me!

and then, i went inside the base to get four free pizzas! yay! and that's my dinner.

and now, err. i have a grad party to go to on sunday. after my work of course. that is if i'm gonna be able to make it. anyways. yea.. prob is.. i dunno where it is. lol! andrea's gonna tell me tom. i hope eian's gonna be there. but i highly doubt it!

so i dunno. im hella tired.

coz i bought a new pair of shoes today from the mall and they're only size 10 but i forced my size 11 feet to fit on them. so there you go. the result? sore feet. not to mention, i wore it at work tonight. for 6 and a half hours straight standing! OUCH! but it kinda was worth it though coz they were hella cute!

so my mom and i went shopping right? and i bought 6 pairs of flipflops. hey! dont glare at me! they're on sale! 2 of them are for ..u know who.

and then my mom bought this stunning diamond ring for herself.. damn! i was envious but not to the point where in ill buy one for myself.. coz clearly.. i have no janx~ [money]! so yea.. she desrves it though! i think the diamond is a little over a carat..! so yea. that's her passion alright.

umm. when we ate at this chinese resto for lunch, che kept on looking at it.. and at some point i thought of her as frodo baggins. lol! and golum! *my.....precioussssssssss*

so yea. then my boss called up early that morning to see if i want to work like earlier than my scheduled time coz he told me he had hours to give.. so i kinda took advantage! i went there at 4:30pm instead of 5pm. so yea.. umm.

what else? ooh! i talked to rani! thought she was kitkat. but anyway. yea.. we talked! and jeanette to0! both are on celffone when i was at the mall.

umm, andrea called me at work. charlene called my cellfone but i left it at home when i was at work. so u know, this is about the grad party tom! so yea.

umm my legs are killing me to0!

i want to have highlights on my hair.

i didnt get to write here coz i was soo tired.. got off at work at 7:30pm and then went to a grad party. no actually.. i went home first and then went to raleys to buy a bouquet of flowers and then went to the grad party of my co worker from college. she graduated from UCSF [univ of cali san francisco]
pretty much i only stayed for 30 mins. talk about an eat and run! damn! then i got home at 9pm i think and then cleaned up and i stilll have the strength to watch MIRACLE.

today, we went to vallejo to meet up with my relatives. we ate at my aunt's fave filipino store. err. and then my mom let me go coz i would be late for my work if i dont leave at that time. so yea. OH! AND we went to the mall before all the vallejo incident. so yea. and now, im off to work. soo
TO BE CONTINUED.