Got stains on my shirt

iDateCollegeBoys: do u know the movie WHITE CHICKS?
TV before life: yeah, it's a bad ass concept
iDateCollegeBoys: yea seriously! theyre trying to mock paris and nicky hilton
iDateCollegeBoys: and!!!!!! i think!!!! the discrimination of color
TV before life: it makes fun of white people more than anything
iDateCollegeBoys: yea
TV before life: but white people are easy targets now
TV before life: we get the most racism out of every race, i think
iDateCollegeBoys: what do u mean?
iDateCollegeBoys: i dont think so
iDateCollegeBoys: i think african american do
TV before life: lol hell no
iDateCollegeBoys: heckkk yea
TV before life: afirmitive action makes it harder for white males to get jobs, go to school, and basically live in america
TV before life: minorities and females are given every chance in the world to surpass white people
TV before life: if you watch most tv you hear white jokes.
TV before life: every black person i know talks shit about whites, most asians and mexicans too
iDateCollegeBoys: tsk
iDateCollegeBoys: im not reading this
iDateCollegeBoys: ure totally being judgemental
TV before life: lol you have an argument against that?
TV before life: how am i judging people?
iDateCollegeBoys: lol that's just it!!! i dont!!!!
TV before life: just becasue you don't doesn't mean the majority doesn't
TV before life: just because you aren't racist doesn't most are
TV before life: every thing i said except for the "every other race is more racist" comment is factual and can be proven

happy bday to john and andrew! i can't believe they're 19 now! i mean, that is sooo like adults..it's like the last phase of being a teen! eew!

so yea. i dunno what's going on with me. i talked to andrea a while ago and she asked me if im going bowling tomorrow with them?! me? i was stunned coz hello! nobody told me.. so i was like oooooook. and then the next day.. which is saturday.. there's gonna be a bday party for her niece. when my mom and dad knew about this.. my total "night out" on the 2 said days are messed up!!! shit! i dunno!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a good thing would be is that me going to the midnight bowling coz everyone will be there! and i mean everyone!!! [e--- and all!!!] AND!!! me going to the bday party!!!! argh argh argh! i dunno man!

soo stressed!!!! rawr!

something is bothering me. i dunno what it is!

is it:
a. me being too paranoid
b. me wanting to buy this new bikini top to match my boardshorts but doesn't have the upper body to wear it and doesnt know where and when will i wear it.
c. me being paranoid again
d. all of the above

i say.. D.

woke up today and did my usual morning routine. [brush teeth, bathe.. etc.] im kind of surprised that im not that sore from yesterday's weight lifting. well, i guess my fat is too many to be sore. 0ops. but my neck hurts! it feels like a whiplash. hmm. odd. and then, i ran errands for my mom and dad. hmm. what kind of errands u ask?

1. photocopied some papers
2. got gas
3. went to the post office
4. and then.. [this is funny] i drove my dad to get his hair cut. hehehe! how cuuuuute! u know me.. i can't resist not having something done on me when im in a parlor.. so anyways, my mom and i were talking about me getting highlights and her getting perm/s waaaaaaaaaay before. and since today is not really planned.. my mom jsut told me to ask how much they costs. so we got there.. and i saw their board of amounts and when i fixed my eye sight on the perm/s and highlights.. dude, my eyes widened! i cannot believe it is THAT expensive! [hello: to think it also depends on how long or short your hair is!] i mean.. it's only highlights for crying out loud! hmmmmmmmmmmm! upsetting! but i still want one!!!!! so anyhow, i just settled for getting my eyebrows WAXED! yes yes! uve read that right! it's WAXED! NOT PLUCKED! AND IT'S GONNA BE MY FIRST TIME TO BE WAXED! in the process of getting waxed.. it's really painful!!!!!!!! OUCH OUCH OUCH! i actually have a red thingie on my eye right now. it's ayt though.. it looks like make up. haha!

moving on, went to the gym today.. good thing i got there early coz it was packed right when i was leaving. YESSSSSSSSSSSS! got all the cardio machines i wanted---notice: that i didnt wait on them! but i was soooooooooo frustrated when i got on the treadmill coz instead of running for 15 mins.. i only ran for a grand total of 7 mins. and then walked it out for the remaining time. what the heck is wrong with me?!!?
i started running until all of a sudden this painful feeling in my stomach started.. well it's not really the stomach.. but the side part. gRrRr! this can't be my period.. it's a hell of a long way from the thing. so at first i tried not to notice it.. until i can't really help it but just to walk. i know it's shallow.. and im making a big deal out of it. but.. nevermind.

so as i was on my way home. i called big5 and informed kirk that instead of christine working for her tom.. it's gonna be me. he was appreciative that i told him about it.. and he was like "well im glad u can go to ur grandma thing" my grandma thing?! hello, are u even listening when i was telling u that it's not only any other bday party.. oh God, forgive me.

tom's gonna be another day. talked to jeanette over the phone today. yea. girl talk. basically, we wont get to meet tomorrow.. coz remember, every wednesday is our starbucks day? but tom's is an exceptional coz she's going to her bf's nephew's party and i have to work. yes yes whatta life! i like it kinda.. gets me busy.

yo, here's a thing from a to zed if you want to get with me you gotta listen carefully! i'm the beee with the most common see! i luv this girl and she's mah homie! hahaha. wtf. (CHEERLEADER!)

*ole ole ole* i say BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR its HOT in ere there must be a beeyatch in the atmosphere is said BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR is SERAHHHHHHH BEEEE! SERAAAHHH BEEE THE HOTIEEE! I SAY BRRRR! IM OUTTA HERE!

i luv ya. *wink*

ZIP UP SISTA!

How to make a sarah

Ingredients: 3 parts competetiveness 5 parts silliness 5 parts beauty

Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lustfulness

i still have a hang over from yesterday's incident! wooooooot! *swoon*

im going to school today and starbucks with jeanette!

and maybe big5? to visit *gasps for air*


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