Got stains on my shirt

it's a friday night and im home. how terrible is that? i guess it's ok since i was like this wayyyy before in my childhood years. today, i actually woke up at quarter to 11am. daaaang! i know. instead of today being a 'boring' day for me.. it became 'my' moving day. i carried heavy stuff from our house to the car and then drove to the storage and then unloaded the heavy shit and then did it again.. yep, sucks! but we are really really going home now..we ate at omodaka and then.. basically i just devoted my driving service to them [my parents] today. and yea, when u r growing old like me, part of one's self wants to be completely unattached to your old folks. it's soo ironic coz u know u also can't live without them! aaaaah, life's mysteries. [ok fine, i invented that..]

i was ssooo tired.. but i guess it's a work out! sweeeet!

off topic, i dyed my hair today.. pale beige blonde. yea.. im officially a blondie. well, more of a 'sarimanok'.. I FRIGGIN' LOOK LIKE A SARIMANOK DUDE!!!!! [sarimanok: multi colored chicken] hahaha! i sweeeaaaaar...! i hate it! add to the hate-ism is the patch of the blonde color on my right bangs side. it's sooo horrible! what i was really looking forward to is that my hair to be like mary kate olsen's. my hair is hella straight... no waves or curls at all! soo, i want to have some waves on the bottom. arrgh. to0 much vanity. kills me.

i miss him. i will call him later. oh btw, last night i texted him and thank God he replied! i replied back saying "........and i sooo miss you!......" AND HE REPLIED AND SAID "i miss you too. mwahh*" and OH MY GOSH!!!! I WAS ALIVE AGAIN! FOR REAL!!!!!!!! I WAS UPLIFTED AND I FELT SOO MUCH LIGHTER.. LIKE SOMEONE TOOK THE WORLD OUT OFF MY SHOULDERS! it was sooo cloud 9. i know, im soo easy to please, but can i help it? nope. i cant! hehehe!

tomorrow, we're going to benicia and mingle with OLD people that i dont even know. CRAAAAP! can i just stay home instead? noooo.. coz i am their driver. grr.

new layout again ey?! yep. care of kitkat. who else! i just dont like the pic of me on the very top. hehe. im gonna make kitkat change it to something kinky. hahahaha! jk wooohooo.

today was payday and i didnt have a chance to get my paycheck. hehehe! eh, im soo lazy ehhh! hehehe!

MY WORST IS NEARING!

so here's the new sarimanok hair of mine. check it out!

i have a new baby! he's small, cute and sleek! my mom and i went to pick him out a while ago. when i held him in my hands, we bonded instantly. i immediately decided to take him home with me, although my mom kind of hesistated at first and urged to scout for more of him.. we ended up buying my baby at the end. we bought him a bag where he can rest wherever and whenever i take him, and "toys" that he can "play" with. i cradled him in my arms when we got home.

his name is Panasonic VDR-M50PP DVD Video Camera.

i'm in love.

off topic, went to benicia this morning with my mom and dad and aunt to mingle with old people. me, of course i was hella bored.. i called jeanette to see what she was doing and if i could hang out with her, sadly, she's off to a grad party in vallejo and after that she's gonna be with her bf ian. rawr. i understand that.. so yea, i cant wait for waterworld! ian and her, me and e , mark and [hopefully] val.. just to even out the "cast". hahaha!

after that, went home and i didnt really get much rest.. i kinda just dropped my mom and dad home and i was off to longs drugs to get my pics, the photo clerk couldnt find it at first.. so 2 people are already helping her.. after like 5mins, it was just right off in front of her face! hehehe! it's c0ol though.. im more patient with these kind of stuff now ever since i had a job. the pics are not that good. some are fine. but some are terrible. =/ how am i supposed to use them now and turn it into a collage for u-know-who. oh well, i guess i have to use my artistic side. and then i went to big5 to get my paycheck. erin, jamie and alexis were there.. hella c0ol people! i checked if my card were signed and dedicated by everyone... turns out, only e and henry didnt have a chance to sign it. i'll get e to sign it and henry.. well, lets see. he doesnt work until next sat. rawr! and then i got gas.. i paid $10 but when it came to $7.. the pump stopped.. me, being feisty and all [hehe] forced to get it into 10.. until it really can't and i was already spilling gas off my gas thingie. so yea, it stopped at $8.50 and i got $1.50 change. and then i went home.. not for long i went out again coz my dad asked me to buy sewing machine oil for the car. whoooa?? i'm staying out of this.. and refused to ask him what he's going to do with a sewing machine oil and our cars?! oh well, he knows better.

but i couldnt find any.. they are sooo rare. hehe! or i jsut dont know the places where to find them.. err, i guess the 2nd one. and then i asked my mom to go to the mall with me we bought 3 basketball shorts for my 3 bros from old navy. good grief! they're hella cheap! $6.99 instead of $19.99?! hello!! we grabbed them all.

thank God i finally have self control! it's been weeks now since i last spent my paycheck! thank u Lord! hehehehe! finally, my bank account is sleeping and resting safe and sound.

a lot of funny and "boys will be boys" things happened at the mall this afternoon.. first off, i bought this hotdog on a stick at the 2nd floor.. so when i was waiting my number to be called.. i was just leaning on this ledge and i didnt notice that i stepped on a sticky-eeky-gooey gum! i didnt know until my number was called and i was walking like my left foot is like a lead foot. hahaha! [if that made sense] and so i realized that i stepped on a gum... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew! sooo gross! so when i stepped back on the ledge and tried taking it off, i didnt notice that the cingular booth [which happened that all their employees are guys!] was right below, add to that situation that i am wearing a skirt. the result? HELLO VAGINA MONOLOGUES! hahaha! JOKE! and to think this certain guy who works there was really looking straight up on me! but it was a close encounter!!! second, while my mom and i were at best buy waiting for the salesman to get the new stock of my baby, i told my mom that i was just gonna look at some dvds.. until!!!!!!!! this african american in the mid 30s started talking to me!

him: excuse me, but what is ur nationality?
me: uhh filipino
him: [all i can hear is BLAHBLAHBLAH].. u look like my ex gf who's in NY now... blahblahblah

me, i was really scared and stuff so i was inching my way back to my mommy! hehe! plus, he was really talking to me super close!! i can smell his breath! thank God it smells like jamba juice! or else i would really die and cover my nose!

me: oh really? *trying not to look scared* yea, iven been told by a lot of my friends that i look like a lot of people [he was also talking but i wasnt paying attention]

i was of course walking now.. back to my mom! and then..

him: do u have a number?

aaah crap! the undying line of the dirty old men! i was caught in the act that i have a cellphone because i was trying to call e , unfortunately, his fone is off so i just left a message. [speaking of e , i saw his bf aaron at sears working coz my mom and i also checked sears if their camcorders are on clearance] yea so going back

me: [i forget what i said but i think i said something like..] yea..
him: can i have it?
me: [now this i remember] no, i have a boy! [HAHAHA! stress on the boy!]
him: well can i at least be your friend?
me: sure y not *finally reaching my mom* [i said that in a SARCASTIC way!]
him: so what's ur number? what's ur name?

craaaaaaaaaaap! he doesnt get the rejection!

me: sarah.. 9217719

IM TOTALLY SCREWED NOW!

him: what's the area code?
me: 707

finally he walked away after he asked for the number again just so he could memorize it!

g0od grief!!!! i gave my phone number back in the philippines! and the area code here in fairfield! HAHAHAHA! im not proud of myself at all.. coz i knew i could have done better.. like giving him a fake name like paris! hehe! and giving him a number like 7! fcuk! this is not a work of an evil genius like me. LOL. jk.. but seriously though! with situations like these, i should know what to do! this is the 2nd pimptation that i've encountered. remember? first was in school. aaaack! ok, let's think of a name right now... hmmmmmmmmmmmm!

my fake name: anya? paris? nicky? tangela?
my fake number: 7, ur advice?--just think of a random 7 digit number.

it's hard dude!!!! when u are being pimped, ur head goes blank! eeek!

ok enough of the perves.

when we got to my car [coz we used bambi *name of my car*] it wont start again!!! i called triple a and they're not much of a help!! so we called my dad and after a discussion about directions he's on his way already.. finally, my mom talked to a couple of african american..notice: their ride is a GOLD BMW!!!! daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang! so, they're decent! and God bless them for helping us! the other one asked for some help at best buy.. the other one was with me, still trying to re-live bambi. when we popped the hood, he just held the battery and cleaned it out and what do u know! it strated! geez, bambi can be a pain in the butt i tell u! God bless them!!!!! my dad on the other hand was not being informed about this incident coz we were soo overwhelmed and he didnt have a cellfone.. so there was no way to contact him. we tried the house phone to see if we could catch him and tell him that everything's ok. but naaaaaah, so.. we just waited for him in our meeting place. and yea, after i guess 10 mins, we met. and it's all go0d.

i cant wait to play with my baby.

she lost her rolex watch. ive never seen her cry like that before. ive never seen her soo upset and sad and down before. i was really feeling her! seeing my mom like that made me sad too. i told her that im just gonna buy her a new rolex one.. in the next 10 years or so. coz when i searched about it online.. friggin` rolex watches costs like $7,000 and above! shiiiit! so yea, we turned the house upside down.. still no rolex.. we checked the dumpster [yes yes the garbage] still no rolex. goosh. what a sad moment. it's like a mourning period for us.. specially for her.

on the happy note, e is home sweet home! aaaaaah! go0d vibes! u can tell, i miss him sooooooooooooooo badddddddddddd!!
tom night, we're going to the spa with some people. darn! i want him all by myself only! HEHEHE how selfish! oops! ok, bed time!

oh, not yet.. went to vacaville and bought this thing and then we ate at hometown buffet again.. and then the mall.. darn! just when i thought my bank account is going to sleep safe and sound for at lest 2 months.. i woke him up again! bought a skirt and a blouse and thong slippers at express! hello, they are on sale! and then, went to best buy to buy the memory card for my baby and then some extra discs.

ok, really! bed time!

I WANNA DIE now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Darlin' I can't explain
Where did we lose our way
Girl it's drivin' me insane

And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I'll guarantee
That I'll never let you go

Chorus:
Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again
Until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight
I know I don't need to be alone
When I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me

Chorus

Gonna swallow my pride, say I'm sorry
Stop pointing fingers the blame is on me
I want a new life and I want it with you
If you feel the same don't ever let it go

You gotta believe in the spirit of love
It can heal all things we won't hurt any more
No I don't believe our love's terminal
I'm down on my knees begging you please
Come home

Chorus

Chorus

Wanna build a new life
Just you and me
Gonna make you my wife
Raise a family

andrea took me to sacramento today. just to get things out and take away my mind away from certain stuff lately. it kinda helped. i was laughing and all but.. i dunno. anyways, we went to csus. err, not kind of what i was expecting. i was expecting something extravagant about this univ.. but it's looks like a bunch of bldgs packed together. solano is definitely looking much of a university than sac state. anyways. to spare my time, [gee.. sounds like i still have a lot of time..]

13 Random Things You Like:
1. bags
2. shoes
3. pink
4. cars
5. cameras
6. clothes
7. my clie
8. flipflops
9. movies
10. gym
11. my friends
12. my mp3s
13. chic books

12 Good Movies:
1. jerry maguire
2. how to lose a guy in 10 days
3. miracle
4. she's all that
5. coyote ugly
6. a walk to remember
7. lotr 1,2,3
8. meet the parents
9. american pie 1,2,3
10. my best friend's wedding
11. pretty woman
12. center stage

11 Good Bands / Artists:
1. usher
2. rufio
3. boyz II men
4. janet jackson
5. hoobastank
6. earth wind and fire
7. stephen speaks
8. third eye blind
9. alicia keys
10. incubus
11. no doubt

10 Things About Me:
1. spoiled
2. fat
3. shoppaholic
4. love my friends dearly
5. i have faith
6. impulse buyer
7. pianist
8. i like pix
9. i like driving, so no drivers or chauffers for me!
10. im a lonely person in a happy face

9 Good Friends:
1. kitkat
2. jeanette
3. nore
4. andrea
5. sam
6. jo
7. vero
8. christel
9. val

8 Favorite Food/Drinks:
1. vodka (haven't had that in a while. damn, i wanna go and drink)
2. shirley temple
3. pizzas
4. chicken
5. starbucks
6. iced tea f o r e v e r.
7. french fries
8. watermelon

7 Songs That You Can Relate To:
1. on bended knee - boyz2men
2. four seasons of loneliness - boyz2men
3. cool with you - jennifer love hewitt
4. dont throw it all away - jennifer love hewitt
5. one last cry - brian mcknight
6. say you'll stay - kai
7. the reason - hoobastank

6 Things / People That / Who Annoy Me:
1. people who get in my way
2. people who knows that im not doing anything to them but they hate me
3. insensitive people
4. people who think highly of themselves
5. people who always brags me about something, and i mean always
6. stupid drivers, oh wait.. those are women... us?


5 Things I Touch Everyday:
1. my bag
2. cell phone
3. shades
4. keys
5. myself [HAHAHAHAHAHHA ka rin]

4 Shows I Watch:
1. the simple life
2. big brother 5
3. the amazing race
4. ET

3 Celebrities I Have A Crush On:
1. colin farrell
2. christian bale
3. hayden christensen

2 People I Have Kissed:
1. rj
2. naie

1 Person I Can Spend My Whole Life With:
1. oh i'd rather not say it 'coz he doesn't feel the same way.

i am still here with my husband. [the pc] turns out, my aunt will just get it later in the evening. so im just really making the most out of my hubby here. oh well. i sound like a pathetic loser. moving on, today has been a very busy day for us. a lot of moving, loading, and unloading. my dad actually got mad at me coz i carried a huge tv by myself. he was pissed off coz he doesnt want me carrying heavy stuff, hello?! i can take it! plus, him carrying heavy stuff is also bad for him coz of his prostate. so, we have no choice but me being the man. so yea, tonight, we're off to hercules to drop off some of our suitcases and hand-carry's. which is like 30 miles from here. i just really wish that i gave him a real long bye hug. coz last night, i just hugged him like there's gonna be tomrrow.. well there is [which is today] but what i mean is that tomorrow like us getting together. oh well. moving on,

it didnt hit me yet. not until nore told me. [gee, thanks a lot nor!] i am a guinea pig. why?? coz think about it. my parents just sent me here to see if im gonna do ok [which i am doing so] and now that they think im not because of the low budget cuts for community colleges, they will send me home. I ALSO HAVE A LIFE U KNOW! A LIFE FULL OF AMBITIONS. now they're messing it up. i refuse to contemplate about this already. coz obviously, nothing's happening. they always win.


also, is this really normal or what? but whenever i take a bath and rinse my hair.. a lot and i mean a lot of my hair are "dropping" off.. it's scary. i know i have a real thick hair but i dunno.. i mean it's ok if i lose like a few strands.. but this one!!!!!! it's been like forever.. argh i dunno. ok, time's up! im on my DEATHROW ALREADY! ciao!