Got stains on my shirt

divineb

WEEKEND will be a blast.

Thank God for it.

yuhoo7

Had a dream last night that I was in an unnamed urban sprawl at night. I was walking to some unknown destination, having just left a party or a gathering of sorts. It might've been a family function because I kept thinking of my grandmother. The city was totally sketch. It was poorly lit, and lots of shadows lurking everywhere. I felt terribly unsafe, and an uneasiness came over me when I heard footsteps behind me. I turned around quickly and glanced at this homeless man wearing a raggedy trenchcoat. He wore a wool hat much like Tyrone Biggums from the Chapelle Show. Except he wasn't funny. This was dead serious. I knew how it was going to go down, so I turned around and faced him. He had a gun in his hand. He demanded money and anything else I had of value.

I took my wallet out and gave it to him. He demanded I empty my other pockets. I did, and showed him a cell phone. He wanted my cell phone. I refused to give it to him. I told him to just to take my wallet and go. He relentless in his demand, but I wouldn't concede. Eventually I got pissed off and threw my phone way up in the air across the street. He ran to go grab it and I ran after him. He still had the gun, but for some reason, our roles switched, and now I was chasing after him and he was actually running away from me. He got the phone and just ran. I gave chase. The fool was fast, but I was angry, and that anger fueled my haste in pursuit of this thug. I eventually caught up to him outside of a building. I kept yelling at him, give me my fucking cell phone back! You mother fucker! I wasn't even thinking about the fact that just moments earlier this guy had a gun. He must have forgotten as well, because he looked to be scared as hell.

Then I woke up and felt really good.

change is indeed the only constant.

divineb

I was on SL today. I was chilling this morning due to my sore throat and endless sneezing. SIGH but I feel a lot better now after taking my meds and having a good sleep.  

FRIDAY, hello.  

tel_08

Summer: "I woke up one morning and I just knew."
Tom: "Knew what?"
Summer: "What I was never sure of with you."

-- 500 Days of Summer

divineb

Little Miss Sneezy. *Achoooooo* for the NTH time. 

Hello, fever? 

Can't be sick. 

yuhoo7

Life is a choice. Stuff happens, and then we get to choose.

Now do I want a spider monkey from South America, or a Yunnan Golden Monkey from China? Looks like the Spider Monkey can slap harder. A sense of security is an important factor when picking the right monkey. I'm going with the Spider.

kidi_kiut

Have you watched Meteor Garden (taken from hana yori dango, one popular manga in Japan), taiwan version ?? Often, Tau Ming Se in the drama said that "what is the use of apology, if there are police out there??" This character in the movie believes that any conflicts could be settled in police office, if and only if the police system is trustworthy. Whenever the axioma is not fulfilled, ultimately it violates the belief of the citizens to the police system (recalling the WARP and SARP in microeconomics, in chapter 7 Revealed Prefered).

What has been shown in televesion in Indonesia recently (even until last few hours, n will be continued within next days), telling us that the credibility of police organization is in stake. The panick movement of the police by arresting Bibit and Chandra (leaders of Corruption  Eradication Agency), exhibit inconcistency of commitment in eradicating corruption in Indonesia.  Despite the possibility that Bibit and Chandra could be guilty as well, our confidence on police system is declining due to unreasonable decision.  The high level of conspiracy by certain people who seeks for individual advantages creates a bad image for police organization.

This uproar should become the concerns to all of us due to a possibility of a chaos in beuaracracy, between organizations. Such case in point has been displayed by the conflict created simultaneously between Police and Corruption Eradication Agency. Even, the attorney officers have an important part in worsening the beuracracy image. It seems that people have no place to turn to. Afterwards, it would create a bad impact to the economy due to the lack of confidence to public services. Surely, we wont this to happen.

Having a heavy task to generate a right decision is on the hands of our President (and their team). How far our country will go and what would our country be like depends on the decision made. Let's just hope that our president is not part of the consipiracy as been mentioned in the tape. However, it needs extra effort, energy, and time to make everything settled as people expect. It is really a hard job. Thus, we all should support and make a move to have a better future.

Above all, the root of this problem is the mentality. Nothing can compare to worse mentality which creates a hell future. In order to avoid it, we should start by edifying ourselves.

Hehe ... so start from now 3, 2, 1 ! gooo ... woooooooooooooossttttttttt ....

(stress mode on)

*empowering her self for noticing her exam result